Haneul's P.O.V
Tomorrow...
6 pm...
I'm laying down, using my phone while eating sweets. Tonight, is the night that Namjoon is gonna confess to Siena. I'm just plainly being a little annoying today. Because I know what is going to happen tonight. And I don't know why I'm like this. And it annoys me. Will be meeting Namjoon at 7. Ah, I really don't wanna go.
I was in my own world. Suddenly I heard a loud knockings from my door. And it's very scary kind of knockings. Who the hell? I got up, and open it right away. The next thing I know, I felt someone holding onto my shoulders, tightly. And met his eyes.
"AH WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" - I yelled.
"I'M FUCKING NERVOUS!" - he yelled, eyes filled full of worry.
"YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOCK ON MY DOOR THAT WAY AND TIGHTLY HOLDING ONTO MY SHOULDERS!?!" - I yelled back. He snapped to reality and let me go.
"Sorry. I'm just so nervous." - Namjoon said. Who would it be?
"I don't understand you at all at times." - I said with a scoffed and went back to my sofa. He closes the door and joined me.
"Plus it's only 6. We agreed to meet at 7." - I said.
"The feeling kills me. I just need some strength from you." - he said. He crossed his legs, hugging himself.
"Ya. It's just confessing. Not like someone died or you got chased." - I said.
"You don't know how it feels like." - he said, closing his eyes.
"Of course I don't. Because I don't love anyone." - I said.
"Then try telling it to me." - he said.
"Tell what?"
"That you love me. Like as if you're confessing." - he said.
"And why?"
"Just try it!" - he exclaimed. I hit his arm because I got shocked.
"Fine. I love you." - I said plainly, without any feelings in it. He look in my eyes.
"Really?" - he asked, smiling. I hit his arm again.
"No! What the heck?" - I exclaimed.
"First you said you love me then now you don't. What?" - he asked.
"I wanna smack you badly now." - i said with a frown.
"Come on! Tell me-"
"Siena is coming here." - I cut him. He widened his eyes.
"What?! Why didn't you tell me?!" - he exclaimed.
"Because she's not." - I said. He blinked.
"Ah seriously! Stop that." - he whined.
"You stop with your annoying-ish." - I said.
We left my house two hours later. We head to the park that both Siena and Namjoon agreed to meet. But we went to the swings, they agreed to meet at the benches. I sit on the swing and move my body, and it starts swinging softly.
"This is it." - I said. He let out a groan.
"I just. Urgh I don't wanna do this." - he said letting out a sigh.
"You're here. She's coming. Don't take back your words." - I said. He sighed. His phone rings. He checks his phone while I just look around, swinging.
"Ah she's at the benches already." - Namjoon whined.
"Yeah. I see her." - I said, looking at where Siena was. From where I am, I can see her. But she can't. I got up and look at Namjoon. He's sweating.
"Why are you sweating badly? It's cold." - I said. I grab a tissue and wipe his sweats off.
"I can faint anytime because I can't." - he said.
"You can. I trust you." - i said with a smile. I throw the tissue away. I walk up to him with a smile.
"You can do it, Namjoon. This will work. She likes you. I know." - I said, smiling. He let out a small smile.
"I trust you." - I said again. He smile a little wider.
"Good luck." - I said again.
"Thanks Haneul." - he said, smiling. He pulled me into a tight hug, releasing his nervousness to me. I can feel it. I hug him back, putting my chin on his right shoulder. I caress the back of his head softly. He caress my back softly.
"If you aren't here, I think I can't do this. Thanks Haneul. You're my strength." - he said softly to my ears. I smiled, still caressing the back of his head. I heard him whispered something but I can't really hear it. Because it was super soft. So I just take it as he's praying.
We broke the hug. "Go on. You don't want your soon to be girlfriend waiting for you." - I said. He blushed.
"Hwaiting." - I said and smiled.
"Thanks." - he said with a smile.
"How do I look?" - he asked.
"Good. Oh wait." - I said. I fix his front hair a little. Then adjust his coat. While smiling.
"Better." - I said with a smile. He thanked me again. He slowly walks away, to the bench. As soon as he's far, my smile vanished. I sighed. Why do I feel so hurt? Something is hurting my heart. I don't know what or even why. I sit on the swing and sighed.
I look up, and saw Namjoon and Siena sitting together with huge smiles. And a mix of shy smiles. I let out a small smile. Then sighed. I look down the my feet. I felt a lump on my throat. Ah what's wrong with you, Haneul? I just stoned there. Blank.
Soon, I look up. I saw Siena smiling so wide. She hugged Namjoon tightly. Namjoon did the same. Nearing together. And they kissed. I don't really see because Namjoon blocked. I immediately got up, walking away. I'm done there.
I walk slowly away from the park, going home. I sighed. It felt like my heart broke into millions of pieces. I hold my cheeks and they were wet. I felt my tears running down to my cheeks. I don't even know why I'm crying. But i just do. I cry because I'm hurt. Hurt of what? I don't really know.
"Excuse me." - I heard a lady called from behind. I turned. It was the same lady that I bumped the other day.
"Yes?" - I asked, wiping my tears.
"You dropped your wallet." - she said, handing me my wallet.
"Ah. Thank you." - I said, letting out a small smile.
"You're welcome." - she said with a smile. How can she have scars but still look beautiful?
"Oh, are you okay? You cried." - she asked. I smile and nod.
"Yeah I am. Thanks once again. I have to go." - I said and bowed.
"Oh okay. Go home safely." - she said and bowed too. I turn and continue my journey. I sighed. Again. I felt my tears falling again. What is wrong with you, Ha Haneul? You're ridiculous. Why are you even crying? Stop it.
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