hue of you

d °

when your heart retrogades
leaving me behind
and the affection vanish
like summer rain

when my poems
aren't poetry in your ears
anymore
and the finely woven words
are just mere letters you cannot fathom

i will beg you to bring everything
with you

the shades of rainbow you used
to paint my body
with the perfect strokes for your masterpiece
they will just remind me that
vibrant colors can be lonely too

the strings of black and gold
you planted that collided
with the melody of our
heartbeats
they will sting like lethal potion enough to paralyze my soul

the raspy voice that guarded me
even when you are miles away
i can still feel the burning warmth of your chest
they will just haunt me
in my sleep

i will just forget
how you familiarized
every fragments
of my soul

please
take everything

cause these traces
will rebel against my own body
and
they will find their way
home

— you are the home my soul isn't welcome