My Flower

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My heart that’s engraved with your light
Makes me stronger
Give me your sharp thorns

            One day, we knock once more.......But heard nothing. Scoups breaks down the door to a sight I feared.

Ming Hao

on his blood stained bed

with mountains of tulips

a bouquet of Tulips growing out of his mouth.

A note on his desk.

           'I'm sorry guys, it seems I love Joshua too much as well. The truth is I've always had hanahaki, it started at Mansae era. Joshua hyung is either lying to me or lying to himself about me. Jeonghan hyung, I hope you live on! Joshua hyung may not show it much but I could see the small signs that he definitely loves you. Forgive me for doing this, I love you guys!! I love you Joshua! Please always remember me, that's all I ask for. ', Joshua hugs the dead body, muttering apologies as he cries.

          Only then did I realize......I only started loving Joshua after Don't Wanna Cry era which meant Ming Hao pull through that disease for.........I'm crying, I can't believe it. He even engage with Joshua in a relationship, which is also unrequited and DANGEROUS yet he............."Ming Hao....Why....?" I heard him mumbled

"Cause you're my flower"

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