Cause You're My Flower (Jihan)

My Fault

Go down my body and fully bloom
Enjoy the beauty
You change with sharp thorns
I get pierced but if it’s you,
I’m ok

         Pledis made it official, twitter went crazy. Some are crying, some are theorizing who it is. I'm stuck in bed, refusing to say the name. I'm so selfish, Chan had been crying almost every night, Hoshi, Jun and some other members are straining themeselves to keep their minds off my situation, even Seungkwan isn't smiling anymore....At all. There's news saying some fans comitted suicide with the reason couldn't bear to hear me dead. I tear us apart didn't I?

           They gathered in my room, spending the few more days of my life with me. "It's Joshua right?" Ming Hao speaks up, I cough out more flowers. Joshua stares at me in shock with the rest, "Jeonghan....I...I....What? No way....It can't be me!!" The horror look in his eyes kills me, Joshua is always the one who stayed to take care of me. Only now did he realize, he was the one killing me.