Day 50

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So things have gotten worse. We can find dad but we aren't sure if he's still there or if he's bouncing from place to place hiding from his responsibility. I just want this all to be over. For him to be served for my therapy to be over. I'm barely out if physical therapy. My arm and leg is still broken. 6 weeks in the cast is what the doctor says so that's another thing to go and interrupt anything I planned on doing. Which was nothing to begin with.

Ever since Eli told me how he felt. I'm still not sure if I should accept or not. It's a lot to take in. I haven't given him a yes or no. It's still just in the air right now and I'm leaning more towards yes. It's be nice to have someone that can fight for me. Someone that cares. Someone that won't leave. I might not though.

Auditions for the play are coming up sadly enough I can't go out for it due to my broken limbs. It's rough but it was my fault. Apparently everything is. I'll just see where this takes me. Who knows it might get better. Yeah. Like that will ever happen.

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