~Chapter 4

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Khalil P.O.V

I just layed there on the bathroom floor as she cried in my arms I noticed her chest heaving up and down so I picked her up and took her to her room and layed her down I grabbed a cold rag and wiped her face and neck when I got to her scar I stopped and just ran my finger over it she tensed up and I moved my hand she relaxed then....I shut her door and layed next to her she climed ontop of me and layed her head on my chest I could feel her heart beat on my stomach as her tears fell on my chest

"Promise to never hurt me?"

she said in a soft yet delicate voice I kissed her forehead and tightend my grip around her hips soon we fell into a deep sleep I kept thinking this is where I want to be but the question is does she want me to be here?

          *****12:00pm Atfernoon*****

Still Khalil P.O.V

I woke with Mariah still in my arms I smiled to myself wait what? Wtf I thought but fuck what I thought its what I feel I slowly lifted her off me and layed her on the bed I kissed her forehead and when into my decoy apartment haha y'all actually thought I lived here nope wrong anyway I got showerd then dressed I put on my polo jumper with the red and white polo shit I left one strap hang I added my red polo hat and my polo tennis shoes I put on my gucci belt and my all ice out dimond earing I grabbed the book bag and the keys to my all white range rover and blasted 2pacs me&' my girlfriend

I drover 200miles to get to my destination I dropped the bag of on the doorstep I left the car runing so I rand the doorbell ran to my car and sped off on my way home stopped by the Chinese store and got some food for me and mariah

Mariah P.O.V

I woke up alone in my bed I sighed he didn't have to leave it was atleast 5:00 in the afternoon and I had missed school so I just sat up and went to shower I got out and put on my weed socks weed panties and a all white belly tank I grabbed the already rolled blunt from my secret stash and lit it up after about 6puffs I was gone I put it out and just relaxed and started to think why?Why did she have to leave me that quickly?Why didn't I stop it?Why did he kill our unborn baby?Why am I still alive? I just sat silently watching me and Janae's old videos

"Mommy look"

she screamed as she tossed the ball in the air trying to make the shot

"I'm watching beautiful"

I replied I was recording while she played with the ball

"Ughhh I missed it"

she said with a pout  she was such a drama queen so he picked her up so she was In arms reach of the basket and made her shoot

"Yay!!!" she screamed ad she ran to me in excitement

"I made it did you see did you see mommmy?"

she asked jumping up in down I sat the camera down and picked her up and kissed her cheeks making her smile causing the dimple in her left cheak to show

"Yes I seen goodjob baby high five"

I said she gave me a high five

"I love you mommy"

she said as she ran her little hand down my face

"I love you sooooo much more tink"

I said while spinning her

I smiled to myself those were the days I missed those are the days I so desperately longed for I thought as tears ran down my cheaks I missed her so much I balme myself I should have jumped in front of that bullet It should have been me not her she was so innocent I said to myself as I fell back and watched more of what used to be the happiest times in life I cried and laughed and smiled that night and soon I drifted off into a peaceful sleep

          *****The next Morning*****

Still Mariah P.O.V

Baby daddy's home he said with a wicked grin on his face as he pointed the gun towards me I didn't care I didn't even shed a tear I was ready to be with my daddy and my children I said a silent prayer as the shot was fired

Bang!
"Beep, Beep,Beep!"

Is all I heard as I jumped up in a cold sweat I looked over in to my alarm clock which read 6:15 am I got up and marked my calendar 2 more days not counting today that is I cut on the shower and washed myself I got out and put on my acid washes jumper shortes with a aqua blue shirt underneath I put on my aqua 11's and let my curly hair down and added my blue snapback that says Janaes name on it I added my platinum chain,and bracelet my dimond studs and my blue lipstick I smiled as I looked in the mirror I grabbed my book bag and cell and was out the door as I was exiting the apartment I noticed Khalil getting in his whip I continued to walk until I felt someone lift me up bridal style I already knew who it was so I just got comfortable in his arms he put me in the front seat and shut the door he jogged to the drivers side and got In starting the car looked over and watched as he bobbed his head to booise's-Mind of a maniack I listened to the lyrics they really got to me so I just turned my head and watched as the cars went past I hoped out the car once we arrived to school I bent down to pick up a balled up  paper I hate littering but something told me to open it up I looked around first and saw a man standing near a tree I ignored it and opend it

"I'm home!(:(;"

it read I felt the air in my chest give in I looked up looking for the man near the tree he was gone I fell to the the floor and soon everything went black!

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