Dear Connor

Letter 5

Dear Connor,

Do you remember when we first started dating?

Do you remember when you asked me on our first date?

Do you remember when we had our first kiss?

Do you remember when we had all of those dumb fights?

Do you remember when we cuddled up and watched old movies?

I miss that a lot.

I remember freshman year when you asked me out, you were so adorable. You were so nervous and shy, it made me smile. No one can make me smile like you made me smile. It's kind of depressing thinking about you, but I can't help it. You're all I think about most of the time. I tried having another relationship, but I just couldn't. All I thought about was you. You are the one that I want. The one that I need.

Connor, don't you understand? You make me happy. That's something most people can't do. What makes me even more mad is that I see all of these articles and they put you out to be this bad boy and I don't like it, because that's not true. They need to recognize that you are just a sweet guy that doesn't like to hurt people.

That makes me think, did you actually want to leave me or were you forced to?

This is why I need you to respond. You're my only answer.

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I may get off topic a lot. I may suck at dancing and I'm not the best singer. I'm not perfect, but nobody is. You told me you loved me and I believe you. You made it sound so real. I said I loved you back because I truly did, I still do. You told me that you thought I was beautiful, of course I didn't believe you because no one told me that. I wanted to believe you though.

I just want you back Connor.

I need you.

I love you and adore you. I need to feel happy again. you're my missing piece. My heart isn't right without you. My mind, I get distracted way more now that you aren't with me.

If I had the money I would buy a ticket to your concert here in LA. I'm actually working on getting the money.

I wish you the best of luck on the rest of your career.

Love,

Brandi

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author's note;

okay, so these aren't based on real events. none of this is true. it's all fiction except that Connor is famous in reality. Thank you for reading this, it really means a lot to me.

it's so easy to update this story because it's just letters, that's why i have been updating all day. it doesn't seem like i just started this story today.

anyways, thanks again. i really appreciate the reads and votes x