november q7th [final day.]
the last day.
it'll be the end soon.
all the pain will go away.
it's all unbearable.
i want it all to end.
im afraid of what i'll miss when im gone.
ive spent three years telling myself i'll get better.
im realizing im not better.
i can't handle this myself anymore.
i am a disappointment.
people tell me to keep fighting, but they don't understand ive already lost.
ive lost.
ive lost it all.
i think it's time.
it'll be a blank canvas, can i start all over again?
if i do will i be broken again?
will it all happen again?
please, no. god no.
this is the last.
goodbye.
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jeon jk
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