november 13th
tick tock tick tock
i'm not okay.
i'm not healing.
somebody please help me.
its been three years
why haven't i gotten over you?
my friends came over.
we hanged out.
its been so long since i laughed and smiled.
i was grateful to have them.
they know that i was still hurting.
they comforted me.
i knew that things had to change.
i can't keep hurting like this.
i want to forget you.
tick tock tick tock
time.
there's none.
i'm tired.
my heart is tired.
i am done.
i am done faking my smiles.
i hate this.
i hate all of this.
i hate you.
you made me like this.
all those promises you made me.
all of them were fucking lies.
so why do i still love you
