Jawans "little secret".

Chapter eight

Cammille 🌸

Even though me and jawan back on track, he still acting a little bit funny.

"Jawan" I said taking his phone out his hand.

"Tf, Cammile give me my phone man." He said trying to get it back.

"Not until you show me some attention." I said trying to kiss him, but he moved his face.

"Oh that's how we acting now?" I asked getting up, throwing his phone at him and heading for the door.

"I'm sorry cam i was jus-" he started off until i cut him off.

"Just what?! Just playing?" I yelled at him.

He sighed.

"Look cam I'm tired of arguing with you" he said looking around.

"And I'm tired of hiding, being lied to, and being accused, what's the damn difference?" I said getting in his face.

"The difference is I'm through with this relationship and you ain't." He said looking at me dead in the eye with a straight face.

My whole world just came to a stop, did he just say what I think he just said.

"So we through? Just like that it's over" I said with tears coming out my eyes.

"Yeah basically." He said shrugging. The hell is wrong with him.

"Nigga I will fuck yo ass up." I said getting closer to him, and started throwing weak punches at his chest. Tears rushing out of my eyes.

He grabbed my arms, and pulled me away. My knees started to become weak and I fell down right then and there I just broke down.

"Why?" I asked crying, and looking up at him.

"I'm through Cammile, call Tasha or Kay and tell em come get you, cuz I can't do anything else for you." He said going back inside closing the door.

He left me there all alone, on his front porch, in a puddle of tears.

What do I do man, he was my world.!

I finally texted Tasha to come and get me.

"Come and get me from jawan house ASAP " - Cam

"Why what's wrong"- Tasha

"Plzzz just come and get me Tasha" - cam

"Ok I'm 5 min away" - Tasha

It felt like a decade, but she finally made it.

She ran out the car constantly asking me why am I outside and what's wrong.

"Jawan he-he broke up with me, talking bout he's tired of us arguing and he through with the relationship" I said. She started running for the door, but I blocked her.

"And when I broke down in tears I basically wounded up on the floor, and he told me that there's nothing else he can do." I said crying

"Cam it's ok" she said hugging me.

"No it's not, my whole world gone in just one hour." I said sniffing and wiping away my tears.

"You can stay with me tonight, call mrs.b and let her know you with me, and go ahead and get in the car." She said giving me her keys.

"Tasha Plzzz don't do anything crazy" I asked.

"Oh I won't" she said shooing me off.

I walked to the car. Soon as I got in Tasha starts banging on jawans door.

"Nigga how dare you, I should come In there and fuck you up." She yelled banging on the door.

She repeatedly banged on the door for 5 min, until she gave up yelling.

"Pussy ass nigga" She ran to the car.

"You ready to go." She said smiling like nothing happened.

"Yea" I said looking out the window. Seeing my reflection through the glass.

I saw a 16 year old girl who's heart was broken, who's world was completely destroyed.

"Thank you" I said turning to Tasha.

"No problem boo" she said.

"Oh and we gotta pick up my sister from school if you don't mind" she said making a turn.

"Nah it's fine" I said.

"Aight good wipe those tears, you don't wanna disappoint the boys" she said handing me a tissue.

"There in middle school" I said laughing and wiping my tears.

"Shiid they might be, but they grown as hell, if you know what I mean" she said winking.

This girl crazy but that's my twin tho.!

We pulled up to the school, waiting on Amanda.

Finally Amanda came out with a group of boys surrounding her.

"Amanda come on" Tasha yelled out the window.

Amanda gave her a stank look and went back to talking to the group of boys.

I've heard about Amanda but we've never met in person.

"Does she even know what a ass whooping is" I asked looking at Tasha.

"Girl nah, she needs one" she said honking the horn.

"Well tell yo momma she need an old fashion one" I said laughing.

"Uhhh yea I will" she said with no emotion.

What did I say that was so wrong?

Amanda got in the car.

"Who is this" she said looking at me up and down.

"Yo new sister, now shut that ass up." I said snapping on this disrespectful child.

"Idk who you talkin-"

"I'm talking to you, honey i will advice you to learn how to respect people you don't know, you gone wound up getting yo little ass beat." I said cutting her off and turning in my seat.

Tasha over there holding in her laugh, while Amanda on hush mode.

"Oh and manda met our new room mate" Tasha said finally busting out laughing.

"What the-

"Don't say it" I said looking dead at her.

She just need someone headstrong in her life right now, and seem like I'm taking the offer.

"Tasha you ain't tell her yet have you ?" Amanda said to Tasha

"Umm what you talking bout" Tasha said gripping the wheel.

"Oh my word, Cammile be prepared." Manda said laying back in the seat.

Be prepared for what, right now I don't need anymore surprises.

My world is over because of this one boy. This one boy who I loved with every part of me. He didn't even give me an explanation. Why did he do this, will I find out? Yes I will, but for now imma just lay low and chill until my mind is at one.