Bangtan Imagines

Yoongi

"Fear is something you can't avoid, but believe in yourself to overcome it.."
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I step into the apartment, everything inside is a mess. Chuckling, I take off my shoes and head to tidy the room.
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The leftovers on the coffee table from last night, kitchen are all clean and I assume it was Jin, cleaning the place since he really know how lazy he is.
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I head to my room, changing into something more comfortable when then door close. Indicating he had arrive, I form a smile and head down quickly.
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"Welcome home, Oppa~" I sang as always, he ignored me and just walk pass me, heading towards his room. "Cold as always.." I mutter, shrugging, before cleaning up his mess.
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After cleaning, I head to my room, to pick up dirty clothes. Done with my room, I knock his door softly.
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"What?" he ask, not opening the door, "I want pick up your clothes.." I requested, the door open, I form a smile. Which in return, he throw his dirty clothes right in my face before slamming the door close.
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I pick up his clothes which fall on the floor, before the door swing open again, he walk out and just kick the laundry basket, making all the dirty clothes sprawl on the floor.
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Watching his form walking down, the front door shut close. He is out again.. I chuckle softly.
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Sighing, I pick the clothes before heading to the laundry room.
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I hum as I watch the clothes being wash. It's something that I enjoy to do while waiting, especially when it comes to him.
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Since the clothes still have a long journey, I choose to cook dinner. Just simple one, for me and him.
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As the clothes are all washed, I go out to hang it, I shiver a bit when the night air hit my skin. Don't think I'm crazy but, I always do this since in the morning I have to rush to school. He is always early, so I have to suit myself with his schedule.
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I go for a shower, refreshing my sticky body before eating dinner.
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It was almost 12 when he comes home, with a girl. Her giggles fill my ears, the girl widen her eyes when she saw me, I just smile at her.
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"Oppa, who's her?" he look at me with his cold eyes, "No one.. Just a maid.." he state, before leading the girl to his room.
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I just watch him, sighing. I keep his dinner in a container, in case he is hungry.
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Walking to my room, I heard some sounds coming from his room. Hanging my head low, I shake my head and walk into my room.
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"Hey, Yn.. You look restless.." Hoseok ask, I just smile, "Yeah, Yoongi Oppa is so loud last night, I didn't get much sleep.." he nod, averting his eyes to Yoongi.
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He is there, talking like always with his gang. Hoseok is part of it too but, he doesn't spend time his time with them that much since he likes to get know with new people.
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"Geez.. He have been boasting about it, when you can't even rest peacefully by their loud thingy.." he scrunch his face, I chuckle softly, "Its nothing.. I still can open these eyes anyway.."
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He smile, hands pinching your cheeks gently. "How come he never treat you right?" Hoseok ask, I just form a smile, "I don't even know, Hoseok.."
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It was recess, I make my way to Yoongi's hideout. He always stay there, when its recess.
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I open the door, holding tightly on the small bag strap, which inside contain lunch boxes. Looking inside, I see him, sleeping on the old couch.
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Gently placing the bag on the small table, I crouch down to look at his face up close.
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He looks so dreamy, innocent just by sleeping peacefully. I felt tears forming on the brim of my eyes, tracing my fore finger on his nose when suddenly his eyes shot open.
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"Shit.." he curse, grabbing my wrist a bit too hard, "What are you doing? Who give you permission to touch me!!?" he yell at me.
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I flinch at the coldness of his voice, his stare burn through me, as his grip tighten around my wrist.
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I couldn't talk, Yoongi harshly grab my chin to make me face him with his other hand. "Talk to me, bitch.." he growl darkly.
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"Enough, Yoongi.." the leader's voice echoed throughout the room. Yoongi just roll his eyes, letting go of me and I instantly fall on legs.
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Hoseok quickly help me to stand up, glaring at Yoongi, which obviously didn't give a single shit about it.
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"You've been quite harsh with Yn lately, I don't mean to interfere but, it's wrong Yoongi.. Not to mention, you brag about you having sex with some girl last night without even caring about her. What happen to you?"
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Yoongi let out a dark chuckle, "This bitch told you that?" he said, glaring at me.
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Namjoon sigh, "I know you're not a type to treat girl like this.." he is sad the fact that he have been treating me like a trash but to be really honest, I didn't mind it.
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Yoongi grab my collar, surprising the other members, "Wait till we get home.." he warn, before harshly pushing me, luckily Hoseok catch me before I hit on the floor.
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"You okay? You can crash at my place if you want.." Hoseok ask, I shake my head, "I can't leave him alone.."
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"What's actually happening between you two?"
"It's my fault if anything happen between us.."
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At home, the air is quite thick. Huffing out, I try to calm the nervousness inside me.
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Yoongi is sitting on the couch, silently as I make my way towards him. I'm about to open my mouth when, he suddenly stand up.
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"You.. Told them?"
"No.. I didn't, I--"
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Yoongi grab my cheeks, smashing his lips on mine desperately. Tears falling on his cheeks, he wrap his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him, as his lips dancing on mine perfectly in sync.
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He pull away, resting his forehead on mine. Fluttering my eyes open, I slowly bring my hands to wipe his tears away.
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"Why are you crying..?" I ask, staring into his eyes, "I'm scared.. I'm afraid of losing you.."
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I smile, softly pecking his cheeks, before kissing his swollen lips. This time, it's rather slow but with care, I pull away and hug him.
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He hug me tighter, knowing what he meant by losing. He had been losing all the people he love, from his parents to his lover, when he declare his love.
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"I can't afford to lose you.. You're my everything Yn, I didn't want to declare that I'm madly in love with you cause if I do.. I--" he choke on his sobs.
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I shush him, he buries his head on the crook of my neck, as I inhale his cologne.
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Yoongi calm down after some time, I smile at him. Cupping his tear stained cheeks, caressing it gently.
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He smile at me for the first time, touching the place he grab earlier, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you.." I hiss a bit, when he touch it.
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I shake my head, "I shouldn't act like that, it's my fault.. From the beginning, I shouldn't have follow you around, I should have go when you told me to, but I be a stupid and selfish girl, making you irritate with my presence.."
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He sigh, "Right.. You're stupid and selfish, yet only your presence irritate me. But, now.." Yoongi rub his nose on mine, "I think I want to be with you, 24/7 as you did back then.."
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I smile at him, "I wouldn't mind that.." he chuckle lightly before lifting me off my feet. "Sure you don't.. If not, you wouldn't be in my arms now.."
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He bring me upstairs, as I heard sounds coming from his room. I look at him, "Actually about that loud thingy last night, I.. Kinda tie her up, she almost rape me, so.."
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I hit his chest, "Let her go, Yoongi.." he chuckle, "Later, after I'm done with you.." he wink at me, leading to my room.