Melody's pov:
"Ugh whattt we're moving again?"
We moved to Australia like 4 months ago and now we have to move again cause of mum's new job. We're moving to Canada and all i know about that place is that it's freaking cold there all the time. I'm not looking forward to that at all, but what I'm not looking forward to even more is restarting in a school AGAIN!
When I was 9 my dad left us, I always though him and I were very close to him and he meant the world to me but I guess he didn't feel the same about me, so one day he packed up and left, or at least that's what I've been told. All I remember is waking up one morning and seeing half the house empty, dad no where to be seen. I honestly shattered my heart. I no longer wanted to talk to anyone and i always kept to myself, I was no linger that happy, cheerful girl and that's been a huge part of myself. I have trust issues, I don't like talking about it and I'm scared to get too close to someone, incase they leave me and because of this it's really hard for me to fit in and make friends.
Just in the past 4 months in Australia i've only been able to get a few words across to one person so I guess I's consider her a friend? Honestly, I don't even know what friendships are and how people place so much trust into another human.
But now we're moving again and maybe i should take time as a real step into my new life... maybe when i start school in Canada, i will be this whole new person. The great thing about moving so often is that when you reach there, no one knows who you are, and you can be anyone. I mean i've never tried before, but thats what all the movies say right? I don't know. I just think this time I need to really try. I can't keep living like this.
"Melody, you might want to start packing up your clothes and stuff" mum calls out from downstairs.
"yea" I murmur, the boxes are under my bed anyway from the continuous moving, we never really unpack in the first place.
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Hey! I'm not sure if anyone will even read this, it is a very short chapter and I've also not written on wattpad for about 3 years now. I used to write a book called "choices" (it's still up on this account if you want to have a read), but I stopped a while ago cause school got too much. Today I was looking back at all my comments on that book and I really regret not continuing that book, I had something really good going. But I think this platform really gave me my confidence in writing and helped me develop into a personal blog but I still want to continue writing here and hopefully get back what I lost a few years ago! So please have a read of my other book and this and show your support! I'd love to get back into writing and creating here!
Thank you:)
