overdose of water

xii. oceans

i jump, making my way through the ocean.

i will try to swim to you,

but i know i can't.

i feel stupid as fuck,

actually no,

i'm stupid as fuck.

i feel the water invading my lungs.

i try to push them out,

but i know i can't.

i'm sorry you got tired of waiting, that you left.

i'm sorry i never got the courage.

but please know,

i love you.