I am Ken. 16 years old. I am in high school. I have few friends and one of them is Leo. He is someone i really like. He think that i am a crazy friend because i'm always trying to do funny things, but in reality, i'm trying to hide my love for him...
My name is Lee Jaehwan, but my friends call me Ken. I'm 16, but I'll be celebrating another year soon. I look forward to that. I live with my mother and my little sister. I was born and raised in a neighborhood of Seoul. I did my primary studies and my studies at the college there. Despite my jovial and open appearance, I do not have many friends because people find me odd. I smile too much, according to them. Too bad because, i think at myself as a really good person. The lack of friends in my childhood has never been a problem because I have always been busy with my singing lessons. Then one day, a young man approached me at the college and held out his hand. "Hello, my name is Cha Hakyeon. Do you want to become my friend? ". I answered yes right away. Hakyeon was a popular college student, but he only wandered with his friends. I had noticed them for a long time, but seeing them closely had shocked me. They were all cool and beautiful. There was the dark Ravi. A nice man with his friends but not with others. He only had an eye for Hakyeon and refused to let him discuss with too many people. At first I thought it was weird, but I realized after that the two were going out together. Then there was the handsome Hongbin. This man had an easy smile and since he was the same age as Ravi, he often allowed himself to kindly rebuffed Ravi. Ravi then gave him a face and continued his things. There was also the cute Hyuk. Although the age difference was not great, Hakyeon considered Hyuk as his son, and this bothered him because Hakyeon tended to mother him. And finally, there was the taciturn Leo. This man spoke little and smiled little. At first, I did not know how to react in his presence because it intimidated me. But as time went on, I had come to know him. Leo spoke a lot in fact but just on topics that interested him. Doing cute things was not one of those topics. Yet I found him cute. I often watched him read a book, tilting his head to the side, or falling asleep in the middle of a group discussion. He had the most beautiful lashes, the most beautiful nose, the most beautiful lips, the most beautiful shape .... I do not know how long it had lasted, but the more I watched Leo and the more I found him more and more more beautiful and sexy. His presence was no longer indifferent to me. The slightest gesture made my heart palpitate, but I became aware of my condition only when Hakyeon asked me face to face. "Do you like Leo? ". « Uh ... I do not know," I told him. "I see it in your way of eating him with your eyes. It's the same for Ravi and me. In any case, if you love him, I am 100% behind you. I'll support you, "my best friend told me. I had just given him a smile. Since that day, Hakyeon had become my support and my confidant. But I still could not confess my feelings to Leo.
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I stayed his friend. Throughout our studies at the college, I remained his friend. Leo lived not far from home, so almost every night we go back together. But Leo did not discuss big things. He let me talk. So I used to talk for hours without waiting for an answer. I also used to approach him. At first, Leo was still complaining, but I kept playing with him, rubbing him, hugging him, eating in his dish with his sticks, wearing his jacket, borrowing his books, lying down and rest my head on his legs, puting my head on his shoulder, etc. With time, he surrendered. I could do anything with him except kiss him. I was the only one to have this closeness with him, not even our other friends. He must have thought that he was dealing with a madman. So the faster he capitulated and the sooner he would have peace. He was right. Yet despite all these privileges, my heart was still not satisfied. It had been three weeks since I had seen him. By the time he finished college, he and his family had gone on vacation. My mother does not have a lot of money, so I spent my holidays studying and singing. I was expecting a call or messages, but Leo had not contacted me. Today, we are on the first day of our entrance to high school. I am looking forward to seeing him. This year, I'm not in the same class as him and the others. This will make me weird but we promised to eat together at noon. And I always talk on the phone at night with Hakyeon. My new class I like it very well. I recognize some people but I am not friends with them. I took my books out of my bag and waited for the teacher's arrival. The morning passed quickly. The course was interesting. At noon, the cries of some young girls in my class catch my attention. They were looking at something through the window and everyone said they wanted to belong to this man because he was handsome. I stood on tiptoe to see this man. I took a moment to recognize him and feel my heart react. It was Leo. He had changed the cut of his hair and it made him even more beautiful. He was absolutely my type. How could he have forgotten me for so long? I knew that Leo only saw me as a friend, a bullet he had to drag, but for me this man was important. And it hurt me to hear those girls talking about him. I got up from my chair and left the room. It was not difficult to find Leo. It was noon and all my other friends were at the cafeteria. Hyuk and Hongbin were arguing about a new video game, Ravi was trying to entertain a Hakyeon who seemed angry at Leo. Why ? I asked myself. I did not take the time to understand the situation and went to throw myself in Leo's arms. I put my head on his chest and inhaled the smell of his perfume. As usual Leo did not push me away. He stroked my hair and called me an idiot. At that moment, Mom Hakyeon let his anger speak. "You're the idiot. How can you go three weeks without giving any news to Ke ... to us. Are not we your friends? ". Leo shook his head. "I was on vacation," he says. "In vacancy of what? from school or from your friends? ". Ravi flamed his back and forced him to calm down. As usual, the anger of Hakyeon did not last long. I sat next to Leo, and as usual, I started playing with his plate and eating the food he put in my mouth. I missed him. But was it reciprocal?
