I'm (Not) Fine

Cherry Blossom

Jack's POV

It's been a week since the incident. It's been good, kinda.

It's not been horrible. That's good. I'm still very cautious about everything though.

I've been staying close to Mark. He makes me feel protected. Can you blame me?

It feels good being in his shadow sometimes. It's like I don't exist and I can escape.

I was currently outside. It was lunch time. They allowed students to eat outside.

I sat under a cherry blossom tree. It was a beautiful tree. The colors were everything.

I smiled to myself. I picked up my fork and then put it down. I haven't been eating lately.

That video went viral. I saw how fat I was. I got up and picked a flower from the tree.

I examined it in my hand. It's natural beautiful became a pure thing. Why would anyone want to harm such a beautiful thing?

I don't get why people destroy beautiful things. It makes me mad. One of these days these kids will learn their lesson.

I hope that day comes soon. The deserve it. This flower is breath taking. It was put in this earth to live not to be cut.

This pink thing that was in my hand felt fragile. It felt like if I put any type of pressure on it it would just crumble.

It's sad that people don't take the time to see it's beauty. That's what I've learned.

Sometimes we just need to stop and stare at what's in front of us and understand how lucky we are.

People need to be more accepting and don't based stuff on looks or how popular someone is.

We all should feel comfortable in our own skin and not hate who we are. I need to understand that.

It's not what's on the outside or how pretty you look with makeup, it's how we feel and we should feel comfortable.

We shouldn't change what we like about ourselves to please others. This flower never changed for anyone and look where it got.

It's a beautiful thing that's a pleasant sight.

I wish kids in school would understand that. So may of us feel like we're absolute shit and that we should be a perfect image.

It shouldn't be like that. If you're okay with you the world should be okay with you because at the end of the day does it really matter?

No, it doesn't.

We are all strong. We all are perfect in our own ways. Just because someone doesn't like us that doesn't mean anything.

They're the wronged party not us. We need to stay together like this whole tree does.

It feels so good to look in a mirror and love and cherish what you see. From now on I will.

I will always feel good about myself and I will not settle for less than I deserve.

I want everyone to feel like this. We all matter and nothing will change that.

We all are stronger together.

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Sorry for that I just needed to get things off my chest. I hope you all will apply this to your life. Stay strong loves♥️☺️