I opened my eyes the light made me close them again.
I felt a stir beside me I looked and a sleepy body was right beside me .
Bobby.
Yesterday night was eventful
Bobby was my well...fuckbuddy
We had actually established this a year ago
And over the period I had fallen madly....i mean madly in love with him.
He opened his eyes and looked at me
"Hey"
"Hi" I looked at him for a little bit longer.
And then my phone ringed
I shot up and grabbed it, unlocking it and looking at the message my boyfriend had sent
"Where are you?"
"I gotta go" I said
I pulled the covers back and got my underwear and other clothes
Bobby sat up and his chest all was bare and had Hickey's scattered across his chest I looked at them and
My face heated.
We made eye contact I looked down and proceeded to put it on my clothes bobby got up and out on his boxers and his pants, and proceeded to come toward .
I had , had my clothes on
He backed me up against the wall
"Do you love him?"
He said looking at me with so much emotion in his eyes and his voice it kinda crushed me
"Yes" I lied.
"Why are you lying to me....why are you lying to his self" he weakly laughed after he said that
"Yes I love him bobby he treats me"
I was going to finish but bobby interrupted
"Your really about to lie to yourself again?! he treats you like shit, he cheats and lies and..and YOU FALL FOR IT YOU STILL STAY WITH HIM HE TREATS YOU LIKE SHIT AND LET HIM HIS ABUSING YOU NOT PHYSICALLY BUT MENTALLY YOU LET HIM CONTROL CHANGE YOUR MIND INTO THINKING THAT'S OKAY "
"FUCK" he yelled after he got everything off his chest he punched the wall right beside my head causing me to jump a tear slip out of my eye.
He turned around and grabbed at his hair
"I-we" I stumbled over my words.
Clearing my throat I started again
"I can't keep doing this"
He turned around so fast
"What do you what are you -"
"I can't , I can't keep cheating on my boyfriend."
"Just because he is cheats doesn't mean that is okay for me to."
"Y/N" he said softly coming toward you
But you helled out your hands
"We are done this over.."
I went out the door and I heard my name being called
I got the the bottom of the stairs my hand on the door knob bobby grabbed my arm and spun me around
I had tears stained my cheeks
"I-I love you y/n"
I looked to the celling of the room trying to hold in my tears but they spilled anyway
"I can't bobby"
My voice was hoarse.
"Y/n" if you leave don't ever come back don't ever look at me again don't ever touch Me again don't ever speak to me again" he said also with hoarse voice
I was so close to not Turing the door knob to running to bobby's arms and confessing my love for him dumping my dick head of a boyfriend just fucking...just fucking loving him.
"Y/n please."
He said in a pleading voice
"I'm sorry bobby"
I went out the door and closed it
I heard a big banging noise after that a alot of yelling .
I feel like I have just lost something I will never get back.
FuCK I haven't updated this book in FORever forGive me.
Should I make a part two ?
