¿Thoughts¿

♡Lifeless self♡

We live for so many reasons, but sometimes you find it blurred...
It seems that the reason is still not showing.

Why would i live if i'm just nothing but a garbage?
It's like destiny i guess,
We need to work hard in order to find it, Nothing is easy in this cruel world...

Sometimes we're being swallowed by darkness. We go deeper as we found our dark side. In the dark side we meet hatred, jealousy, anxiety and fear... But even if we fall to our deepest side,
We need to go back from what we really are...
Fight through it, its our own will that determines us,
Our true strength is just around us, it's our family and friends.

Sometimes we think crying make us weak, but the truth is it's the way we move on to each problem we have...

Life is really unfair but somehow when love comes to you the only emotion we have is happiness, that happiness really is amazing, when you have someone in your life, every second counts as if its our last day, every word that we say to each other have its full meaning, Calling each other in such hour, Texting each other with our emotions being put in.

I still remember the word that encourage me for waiting for you "No one will break our red string" I'm so glad that i met him, but destiny has its way to break it... We makes our grades high for a better future, we're so busy in it, that we don't know we are being eaten by time, Those days that we fight was cruel, but i'm the one who tries to solve it even your so tired holding it. But all my effort is worthless, we ended to breaking up... I just set my mind that "we met someone for some reasons and few of them will leave"...

My world turns to a lifeless color again.. In this life you need to look from your ups and down.

Looking through the past is cruel but you need to look back to learn something... And that something is the key to move forward... You just need to find the thief that steals your key of color.....