lost (delena fanfiction after 5x22)

-hi thought my other tvd story was rubbish so gonna write a new one that starts from after episode 5x22 where damon dies with my version of what I think should happen next. I do not own any characters all credits go to Julie plec, Kevin Williamson , l.j. smith and the cw. this is purely for fun and entertainment purposes only.-

Damon's POV

Bonnie holds my hand and we prepare for the blazing white light to engulf us. The other side was going and sucking us into oblivion with it. Bonnie squeezed my hand. I didn't know what to say I was too busy thinking about everything I was going to loose my brother, Elena. The thought of her brought a million memories us hung through me. From the first time I met her, when she hated me, our first kiss and the first time she said she loved me. But most of all I was thinking of the last time I saw her and she saw me, passing through Bonnie. that was going I kill her not saying goodbye but it was too late. I thought of her crying in pain, heartbroken pain. I couldn't do anything she couldn't hear me it was the hardest thing I had ever experienced and then it all ended. Just like that. And now it was all going to end again. I looked at Bonnie who was deep in thought. She squeezed my hand.
"Do you think it will hurt?" she asked.

"I don't kno-" and just like that everything turned to nothing. All gone.

Elena's POV
I stood there as I watched Bonnie disappear into thin air. if she was gone that meant the other side was gone. Now there was no hope of getting them back. I felt a pain in my heart like a million shard of glass piercing through it. My best friend was gone, she was gone. But that's not all I lost Damon. his name made me scream inside. And my eyes started to flood with tears again. I fell backwards against a tree sobbing. I couldn't stand up anymore I just fell to the floor. I buried my head in my knees curling up into a ball.

"They're gone! Bonnie she's gone and dam-..." I couldn't even say his name. More tears rolled down my cheeks. Everyone looked at me and Caroline ran over to me wrapping her arms around me.
"Shhh it's ok don't cry we will get them back." She said.
" No Caroline it's not okay!" I yelled pushing her off me and standing up. "She's gone, he's gone. I can't live without him car." I sobbed.
"Elena..." I cut her off.
"No. Caroline no. none of get it. Stefan lost his brother. We all lost a friend two friends. And Jeremy lost his girlfriend and I, I lost the one person who was always there for me! they were both always there for us and now there gone!" tears ran down my eyes. I looked over at stefan who was slumped a against a tree. This must be killing him but he was strong he could keep it together where as I was just falling apart in front I everyone. " I can't live without them and we can't get them back there is no other side anymore. I can't do this I can't!" they were all staring at me non moving from where Bonnie left. Without thinking I grabbed a stake from tucked in my trousers under my shirt and aimed it at my heart. Stefan darted towards me as I was about to push it into my heart and nocked it out my hands.
"Elena stop it! I know this is hard it's hard for all of us especially you but you need to keep it together or something bad is going to happen." he said trying to comfort me.
"No.u stefan I've lost everyone and I don't want any of you to tell me what to do anymore."

I pulled away from him and vampire ran back to the boarding house and into Damon's room. I slammed the door. and let it all out screams. tears. pain. I just flung myself on the bed. And sobbed. I could smell Damon's sent on the sheets. I rolled over into his side. And hugged the pillow. Crying into it muttering "he's gone" "why did you leave me" "you promised you'd stay with me and you'd come back. You said you'd never leave me agin. you lied!" my heart felt like it was exploding. What would I do without him. I needed him back but how.

I drifted off into a deep sleep sobbing into his pillow. I had never felt so

Alone

Abandond

Upset

Heartbroken
In my life and I would be stuck with this feeling forever he was never coming back.

Stefan's POV:
He was gone. my brother. The most important person in the world to my was gone. I know he used to be a complete idiot. But as much as I don't want admit it. He was happy, with elena he was happy. He got everything he ever wanted only to loose it all forever. After elena ran off I told everyone to leave her for a while she wasn't going to be in the mood to talk to anyone. I can hold my emotions in deal with it inside but elena was different. She hadn't experienced death like I had. she hadn't lost so many over the years. Although he was my brother and I was in so much pain I had to stay strong. For him. For her. To help her get through this and get him back.

Damon's POV:

I woke up. where was I I thought I'd never survive this. I thought that I'd had my last moment of sight. The others side was destroyed and me and Bonnie along with it. I felt the floor beneath me. It was dark and I couldn't see anything but I was breathing. I was alive.

There was hope.

-sorry longish chapter just wanted to get the current star across It will get better and elena will have a hard time coping so I'll update soon please vote comment and let me know what you think please.