Ch. 1 (Alternate Ending)

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"Wait..." You grabbed his wrist as he turned to leave, holding onto it. He turned his body back in your direction, a gaze of anticipation looking you over. You'd realized you hadn't said anything, your mind blank, but you couldn't just stand there in silence.

"Will you come in?" Your voice suddenly broke through, faltering slightly. You were actually surprised you'd really done it.

Rin raised his eyebrows a little, a million different thoughts probably forming in his mind. You could guarantee most of them were dirty. What else would a teenage boy imagine when a girl invites him into her room? Then again, it was all part of your plan.

"S-Sure, if you want me to." Came his response, seemingly just as timid as you were.

You turned on your heel quickly, letting go of his wrist and stepping back into your not-so-sizable dorm. Rin walked in after you, and you shut the door behind him, locking it ever so carefully to avoid the obnoxious 'click' it made when you turned the bar.

"Wow, there's only one bed. Do you have this all to yourself?" He asked with a smirk after observing the surroundings of your room. "Yeah, I requested not to have a roommate..." Your response was quieter than it'd ever been, but you knew why and what you were planning on doing next.

"That's cool, you're lucky..." he spun away from you to observe the knick knacks on your dresser, walking closer to them. What are these for?" he asked, picking up a miniature tea set, obviously too small to be of any use. Without waiting for an answer, he set it back down and moved on to another item, tossing it into the air and catching it with one hand. "How do you stay focused with all of this junk in here?" he asked, carelessly picking up another object just as fast as he'd tossed the last one in the air. You narrowed your eyes, storming over to where he stood, ripping the gadget out of his hand.

"Will you stop touching my shit? That's not why I invited you in here." You chided him, placing the knick knack that you'd so hastily snatched away back on the dresser among its many other wares.

"Geez, excuse me." he scoffed, "If you're so protective of your things, then maybe you-" you cut off his senseless babbling, seizing any opportunity you could before you chickened out. You caught him off-guard, not at all how you'd planned to, but your body acted before your mind. You lunged forward and placed your hands on either side of his cheeks, smashing your lips onto his. He remained frozen for a moment, standing motionless while you kissed him, until you'd finally felt him accept it and kiss you back. You hadn't felt the heat of someone else's lips against yours in so long, and Rin's were perfect. It drove you mad imagining how they'd feel all over your body, down your stomach, above your panties-

Suddenly you pulled away, your hands flying up to your face to cover your mouth. "I-I'm...so sorry..." you choked out in disbelief. You were only acting on impulse but what happened couldn't be undone or erased. You had never stopped to consider if Rin already had someone in his life until that very moment, and your (E/C) eyes filled with tears. How could you have thought he'd want you over all the other girls out there? Your mind screamed "fool" and you'd have to live with this feeling of rejection and humiliation for the rest of your life.

But the look on his face wasn't unpleasant or disgusted, and now that you could recall, he didn't jump away or push you off. He seemed daze, as if he were still trying to process the last ten seconds. His silent reaction threw you into a panic. "I-I don't know what came over me, I just...I-" you couldn't even form proper sentences now, so you decided to shut your mouth completely. So much for being confident. Your feet stumbled hurriedly over towards your door as you quickly unlocked it and began to open it, assuming that the platonic relationship line had been way too far crossed. "You should just go." You mumbled quietly, your cheeks now a shade of deep crimson.

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