How I found my Player 1 (Michael Mell x Reader)

Alcohol.. The Solution for everything?

Big Time Squip / (Y/n) P.o.V:

Tonight's Jakes big Halloweenparty and literally everyone is going. I have been living a fake life controlled by the supercomputer in my brain. Well... that's what I call a healthy life. My Squip had to do some Updates in the passed time. When he made updates he was for like an hour away. It was the only time when I could hear my own thoughts.

And it's the only time when I cut myself. 

Yep, I got relapsed. I promised everyone I would never touch a razor blade again.. well turns out my Squip isn't the only one who breaks promises. But i don't hurt myself because of the Squip or all of my popular fake friends. I do this to myself because I've lost the only person I loved. When I see him at school it's like someone rips my heart in two pieces. It hurts so much.

And the worst is that I know that Michael is also into self harm... I saw his wrist once and it was terrible. I tried to talk to him.. but my Squip controlled me.. again. I'm just like a puppet.

Michael was the only one who literally cared. He was the only one who was there for me. He was my person. (Glee refernces.. miss u so much cory ;( <3 )

I felt tears rise up... "(Y/n)! Are you even listening!?", Squip yelled at me. I winced. "Yeah...", I whispered. "Good... so you are going to wear this tonight!", he said holding up a "bunny" costume. It's more like a playboy outfit but wearing slutty outfits became everyday life. I rolled my eyes but nodded. My phone made a whistle noise and I saw a text from Rich:

Richie <3 : Hey Babe, pick ya up at 8 PM

Me: Yeah Babe see ya!

He is going to be here in an hour so I need to get done. Let me correct myself: My Squip Needs to get me done.... After he was ready Rich stood infront of my house and glanced at me.

"You look so hot!", he yelled. He pulled me into a hug and kissed my neck. I knew that Rich also got controlled by his Squip cause sometimes his real me comes to light. But his Squip withdraws him back into his innerself. I'm so sorry for him... I also realized that not he but his Squip gave me the pill. I sighed as I entered Rich' car. As we arrived at the party we heard loud music, but still were a block away. 

We went to the house and everywhere were people. It smelled like alcohol, sweat and puke. "(Y/n)!", someone yelled. I turned around and Brooke was running towards her. Jeremy was holding her hand. He changed so much after getting squipped. The sweet, innocent Jeremy... Now he is just a big fat asshole... Like me. 

Brooke hugged me and handed me a red plastic cup. It was filled with.. I couldn't identfy it but it was alcohol. I took a sip and it tasted incredibly disgustig but still I emptied the full cup. After that I drank four other cups and I had like seven jelloshots? I was totally drunk and danced with Rich but then I went to find the toilette. I think I need to.. puke... "Squip?!", I yelled, not realizing some people starring at me. But they'd probably think I'm a drunk girl who talks to her imaginary friend. It's funny cause it's true in some way.

"Yes?", he appeared infront of me. 

"Why didn't you... didn't..did not.. did.. why didn't you not warn meeeee.... I drank too much!", I babbled. And then I started gigglin. 

"(Y/n), Konichiwa. I'm sorry. You shouldn't have drank so much. It affects my System and I can't bángzu. Jiong ding bú yóng chi. Xing yí quea r'c."

I giggled more as he began to glitch. "Why are you dancing Squippy!?", I asked. Then he fully disappeared.  Suddenly I felt nausea again. "Where's the toilett?", I asked some girl. She pointed upstairs and I quickly ran in the pointed direction. I wanted to open the door but it's locked. I knocked. "Some guys need to puke!", I yelled against it. "I'm having my period.", someone screamed from inside. "Oh... Take your time!", I yelled back...

And suddenly I realized.. It was a guys voice.. and this guys voice sounded exactly like Michael. My eyes widened and I pressed my ear against the door. I heard sobbing and the Person said; "Why do you have to be such a loser... Michael Mell the stoner lost everything... You are so pathetic.. I just wished I was never born.. "

I gulped. No Michael... I knocked again. "I said I'm on my period!", he yelled again. I totally forgot my drunkness and said, "Michael... please.. open the door." Suddenly it was silent. I just heard some footsteps walking towards the door. I heard the Sound of the turning key and the door opened...

"Michael?", I asked silently. I looked in his eyes. They were red and puffy from crying. "Can I come in?", I asked hopefully. He opened the door and I entered. Then he closed the door again and locked it. We were alone. Just the both of us. No Squip. No Rich.

Just Michael and me.