I've been listening to a lot of Red Hot Chili Peppers lately and I've been wanting to impress you with some guitar riffs that I've learned but of course you didn't care. We used to be closer, but I might've been dreaming because a girl like you hanging out with a guy like me only happens in the movies. I watch too many movies. I don't know everything about you, and you don't know everything about me, but I just feel like you don't accept me. I really don't care what many people think of me but I care about what you thought of me. I felt you were very critical of me but now we'll never know how you truly felt because I fucked up. I should've said what I wanted before it was too late. Oh well. I'll just listen to more Red Hot Chili Peppers and play more guitar, hoping that someday you'll maybe notice me.
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Fucked up
RomanceI sometimes feel good some days, but I have autism, and some days are harder for me.
