You were supposed to be my friend;
You were everything to me;
We were meant to last;
Then I broke;
I can't see clearly;
The tears block sight, block mind;
Tears or blood?
Salt meets salt.
You were supposed to be my forever;
My light in the pain;
You were my happy;
Now I drop my head as you walk away;
I was made by your hands;
I was snapped by them too;
What's the point of going on without light?
Demons rage in darkness.
You were supposed to be there for me;
They see me as I am;
They see a broken girl;
They see a shadow;
They see nothing;
They want to protect you;
Weren't you supposed to protect me?
I fight a war of swords, armed only with smoke.
You were supposed to care;
That's what you said;
I'll be there for you;
It's not what you meant;
You left me to die;
You left me to cry;
Why did you leave?
My tears feel hot, but I am numb with cold.
You were supposed to be my soldier;
Now I'm losing;
I'm losing to the shadow;
I'm losing who I am;
Who I used to be;
Who you made me;
Is it possible to lose everything?
I have.
You were supposed to stay;
The pain pushed you away;
The darkness;
The hurting;
The contagious feeling of nothing;
The silent cries for help;
Was it that unbearable?
I am helpless.
You were supposed to be my happy;
That's how you made me feel;
Then you didn't;
Then it stopped;
Then the dark came back;
The demons;
Have you seen them?
They hunt the fallen.
You were supposed to stop the pain;
That's what you said;
That's what you promised;
Everything hurts now;
My heart;
My soul;
Do you know what that feels like?
You could never know.
You were supposed to help;
It doesn't matter now;
It never did;
Not to you;
Never to you;
Nothing does;
Do you know what you do to me?
My heart stopped beating long ago.
You were supposed to be my friend;
I lost everything;
I lost you;
You left me for the demons;
Left me to die;
Left me to cry;
Tears or blood?
Salt meets salt.
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Short Stories and Poems
PoetryJust some short stories and poems that I write whenever I'm bored.