Samantha and the boys

I Didn't Mean It

POV

Chapter 15

i woke up next to Wesley and i have to say i had a nice night but i also have to finish me project with Lexie; hey Lexie sorry about last night, no its ok no need to apologize, hhh we should get back to our project, so how was it, how was what, last night, you have no idea, it was that good, well he did have more anger in him so yeah it was that good, damn Samantha, what, how many times have you guys been having sex, i don't know, like 10 13 times, every day, no not really, hhh Samantha you guys need to try and take a brake for a while, hhh ok i will talk to him, and i want to take you out to the club, no I'm not going to a club, why not, because one i have to watch Jacob and two i want to spend so time with Wesley when i tell him we need to take it slow, Samantha are you serious, yes...yes i am, look you are going to the club with me, hhh fine

me and Lexie finished our project and i went to Wesley's room; hey Wesley can we talk, hey babe sure what is it, ok for all the sex we've been doing we need to take a brake, but why, because I'm still young and still developing i can't get pregnant again, I'm too young to take care of a child and also I'm not ready, we are using condoms, that does not matter Wesley, we have been having sex a lot lately, we need to take a brake, do you know the reason why i have sex with you all the time, no why, because I have all this anger in me that i want to let out and the only way i can let it out is to have sex with someone, well Wesley I am sorry but we need to keep the bed and the stick and whole away for just 3 weeks ok just for 3 weeks, hhh yeah whatever, thank you and also Lexie wants to take me to a club if that's ok, yeah go ahead, are you sure, yeah go

i went to my room to look for an outfit to wear for to night, i pulled out a black short pants and a tight baby blue tank top, i didn't really drink as much but i do know me and Lexie had a lot of fun, it was 2o'clock in the morning, me and Lexie was on our way home, we went upstairs to my room untill i hurd noises coming from Wesley's room, i opened the door, and you wouldn't believe what i saw, i was pist off my face was red, Wesley what the hell, Samantha, just because i said we needed a brake from sex does not mean you can go and fuck someone else, crying i can't believe you Wesley, Samantha please let me explain, no Wesley we are done...we are done for good, Samantha, yelling shut up Wesley...just shut the fuck up and leave me alone, i hate you and i will hate you forever

i through everything that was in his room on the floor, i saw the picture that we took together and i smashed it on the floor then i came to the sketch book, crying Samantha please you can brake everything else just don't rip my sketch book, yelling why the hell are you crying, I'm the one who's hurting, Samantha please, before i could rip the sketch book Lexie stopped me, what are you doing, Samantha just leave it alone, he is not worth it anymore, if i leave the sketch book here then I'm leaving for good, before anybody could say or do anything i ran to my room and locked the door, Samantha c'mon open the door please, just leave me alone Lexie, i walked out my bedroom with my luggage, Samantha you are not really leaving are you, i am not staying in this house and see his disgusting face, I'm staying by my friend Stephie, i walked down the stairs and out of the door and walked to Stephie's house

Samantha wh...what are you doing here it is almost 3 in the morning, she said with a sleepy voice, i know and I'm sorry Stephie, wait what happened love, crying i found Wesley having sex with that bitch Sabrina, what oh my god Samantha I'm so sorry, i hate him so much Stephie and it hurts because i also loved him, Samantha breath please i don't want you to have another heart attack, i don't care anymore i rather die then to see his face, don't say that boo, i need you, your mom needs you, your brother needs you, and Jacob needs you, Jacob, oh my god i forgot to tell him goodbye, i have to go back, can i use your car, um yeah here are the car keys, thanks