Samantha and the boys

There's No One Else But You

POV

Chapter 16

its been a month now since i broke up with Wesley, kids in school stopped bothering him about it, and yes i know it was stupid of me to turn in front of him and not stab him but stab me instead, but i did that cause i love him and i don't know what i would do if he died, anyways I'm in my bed curled up and i feel so comfy i didn't want to leave the room but i had to go for a morning run so i took my shower, put my hair up in a ponytail also put on my black tights, white running tight shirt, and my nice soft comfortable black running shoes

where you going, oh hey Brian I'm just going for a run and back, oh can i come, sure, so what's going on with you and Wesley now, I'm still taking my brake from him but i still love him and then at the same time i can't get that picture of him and Sabrina in bed together out of my head, I'm sorry Sam, haha why are you sorry, cause you loved him and he did this to you, its ok alright, no Samantha...no its not but even though he did what he did he cried every day blaming his self, when you went for a run yesterday he tried to hang himself, oh my god, yes he did, no Brian Steven took Jake, Flame, Jacob, Samuel, and Brandon to a basketball game, Wesley is at the house all by himself, Shit! lets go now

we went back home and ran upstairs to Wesley's room, i tried opening his door but it was locked, so i picked it and it opened, and found him trying to hang himself again; Oh My God Wesley!, stay away from me, Wesley please you can't do this, why do you care, are you kiding me Wesley,look bro just get down please, i ran to him so i can stop him but instead he came to me and pushed me against the wall, i understand i hurt you Samantha and I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, how fucking long do you want to be away from me, you cheated on me Wesley how long do you think, i can't take it any more Sam i love you, if you loved me you wouldn't have cheated, just shut up, just shut the fuck up and let me speak, yes...i did cheat on you but i did not like it, yelling then why didn't you stop Wesley crying why didn't you stop, its your fault that this happened, he dropped to his knees, just stop reminding me please, it hurts me, Wesley, and I'm sorry, he got back up on his feet and touched my face with his warm hands and looked at me with his red watering baby blue eyes, I'm sorry Samantha, you promised Wesley, you promised you wouldn't do it again, slap you promised me Wesley

you hurt me yelling you shouldn't be crying Wesley I'm not the one who cheated you did, ok Samantha he suffered enough, he suffered, no Brian i suffered it hurts me that he would do something like that to me, Samantha how many times do you want he to say sorry, how many times do you want to see him try and kill himself, Samantha he is dying in side, I'm the one who called Sabrina to come over ok, i had to help her with Science and Algebra, but then she said she was going upstairs to use the bathroom, she took forever so i went to sleep on the coach, i don't care he could of told her no, he has a mouth, ok Samantha but please this is my little brother i hate seeing him like this, this is the same way he was when you left, he went to the hospital a lot of times, Samantha i know my brother i know what his feelings cause he only tells me them, and yes Samantha he is sorry ok and he loves you, I'm tired of getting my heart broken by him Brian, then do this, get back with him and go to somebody that can help you guys with your relationship, where is my dog, she's ok she's somewhere in the house, hhh ok, if you are still mad at Wesley why do you have on the ring he gave you, cause Brian i still have hope for me and him

look Brian can you leave us alone for a minute, yeah sure, look Wesley i do love you but its like you don't understand the things i try to tell you, like what, like when i told we need to take a brake from having sex all the time, its not like i was braking up with, you didn't have to take it that far, hhh and I'm sorry Samantha, look Wesley just please calm down and stop doing these things to yourself please, i just want you back Samantha, there's no one else like you, your everything to me, look Wesley, your not taking me back are you, hhh i didn't say that Wesley i don't want to stay away from you, look Samantha i will do anything you saw just please...please take me back