transparent answer; akira kurusu

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I don't get it.

Why do you want to befriends with a boy who got criminal records and on a probation? Did someone threatened to get close with me?

If so, I advise you to stay away from me.

I don't get why you always come up to my table and smile cheerfully, blabbering about today's weather or ask my help for your homework.

I don't get why you look so cheerful, even though I said some harsh words to you in order to stay away from me. Sure, as a person, I felt guilty pushing you away from me. But, why do you want to risk your reputation that much?

20/03/XX
-Akira