No X-ray
Could show you what i want to say
Its a problem
Lodged in my pelvis and brain
I'm extra
But there's more than you think
Id love to tell you
But i haven't had the chance
I'm trying to be calm
Yet it hurts to keep this fog
Locked away
I want to tell you
But i have no time to say it
You are held
By your own
Valid pain
Caused by a haunting state
I wish i could take away
And make you okay
Yet i cant
From this thing over my head
So
It'll be days
Before i speak of this
It may not be visible
But it's still here
And i want to tell you
But how can you hear me
When its to hard to type
Yet a call
Is harder than I want it
Id love to say it
But no way the words would slip out
How do i do this
How do i show this
Without the help of an X-ray
It'll be days
Before i can even say
I'm not okay
More than you think
Yet
No matter what i do
No matter how i plan
I don't know how ti say it
Yet
Not even an X-ray
Could say how i feel
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A-Z Poetry
PoetryI sometimes make little random poems that are just marked by a letter, others are parts of sets, but they all eventualy end up here, and as time goes by, the alphabet will be complete
