Unreturned love

UL 1

Rika's POV

He was my boy bestfriend..

Laging magkasama, nagkakasundo sa mga bagay, kakampi pag may umaaway, at kilala kung sino yung totoong ako.

Pag kasama ko siya, hindi ko kailangan mag panggap bilang ibang tao. When I'm with him, I can just be myself. And enjoy life..

He really is a friend... It was never planned that we will fall in love with each other.

But here it is..

We have fallen in love with each other. We both, didn't know that this will happen.

Oo, gasgas na yung kwento na nagkainlovan ang mag bestfriend. Ano nga bang pinagkaiba nito sa iba?

Wala naman diba? Maybe there's one thing..

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Out of the blue he came a big part of my life when he confessed to me, that he loves me.

Kaibigan siya ni Gelo (my boy bestfriend) , hindi ko alam kung pano o kung bakit. Pero he really love that he even talk to my mom, kung pwede akong ligawan.

Wow lang! Kasi ang lakas ng loob niya. I just hope na sana ganyan din kalakas ang loob ni Gelo.

Simula nung umamin si Kevin.. Gelo ignored me.

Why?

Di ko rin alam.. But maybe... Just maybe..

He did it for his friendship with Kevin.

"Yung katotohanan na pareho kayo ng nararamdaman para sa isa't isa. Pero iniwasan ka niya para sa kaibigan niya"

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Masakit yung katotohanan. Halos di ako makahinga sa sakit.

Kasi sana... Sana pinaglaban man lang niya..

Pero hindi eh..

At ngayon, may mahal na siyang iba..

Pero ako mahal ko pa rin siya.

Bakit ganon? Bakit hindi na lang kami?

Akala ko ba pareho kami nang nararamdaman? Akala ko ba mahal niya rin ako? Pero sh*t lang! Bakit may bago?

Nasabi ko na lang sa sarili ko na "Aren't we really meant to be?"

Gelo's POV

She was my girl bestfriend..

Walang arte sa katawan, makulit kasama, madaldal, she puts up all my crap..

Pag kasama ko siya, hindi ko kailangan mag panggap bilang ibang tao. When I'm with her I can do anything, I can be anything.. Makulit, maloko, childish, serious minsan.

She really is a friend... It was never planned that we will fall in love with each other.

But here it is..

Mahal ko na siya.. Mahal na namin ang isa't isa.

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Hanggang sa nalaman ko, gusto rin pala siya ng kaibigan kong si Kevin. When I found out about it, hell! Di ko alam ang gagawin ko. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung dapat akong maguluhan.

But here I am... With my messed up mind

Don't get me wrong, I love Rika and my friendship with Kev is important too. And if I were to choose between friendship or love.

I would say..

Friendship..

I'm clearly choosing Kevin over Rika, but it's just the way it is. Before it even gonna start, its already over.

Oh great! I just hurt my bestfriend *insert sarcasm*

"I'm sorry Riks. But we both need to move on" I wispered to myself

I'm so deperate of moving on..

Kaya eto ako ngayon. Landian dito, landian doon..

Hanggang sa kinausap ako ni Kevin

"Dami mong chikas ah!" Sabi niya while giving me a wide smile

Kung alam mo lang kung gaanon ko kagusto puntahan si Rika. But I just can't. The fact that I choose my friendship with you over her, I just hope I don't regret it.

Damn! Don't make me regret it.

But then I realize, when I'm seeing both of you together. It pains me. I have to admit, there's a period of regret here in my heart. Fudge this feeling!

"Ingatan mo si Rika." Parang last words, pero yeah.. Yun na lang talaga ang masasabi ko.

Rika's POV

I heard them talk and sh*t! I just assumed na babawiin niya ko or something like that, but he didn't. He even ask Kevin na ingatan ako.

Damn you! I can handle myself! I'm not a freaking baby!

Ni hindi mo alam kung gaano kasakit yang pinaparamdam mo sakin. My heart is literally aching! Ang sakit! Akala ko pa naman, pareho tayo nang nararamdaman, pero hindi pala.

I guess, I just assumed.. Am I?

Kevin POV

I love her so much. Jeez! I really do! and I know, mahal din siya ni Gelo. But all of a sudden, he change. araw araw iba yung girl friend. Kitang kita naming lahat yon. At syempre, sinasabi niya sakin, ang tungkol sakanila.

"Bro, mahal mo ba talaga si Myka?" Myka is an another girl of his

"Oo bro. seryoso ako sakanya." he said seriously

"Bro, yan lagi mong sinasabi sa lahat ng mga babae mo. Ano ba talaga meaning nang seryoso sayo?" I ask him, medyo napipikon na ko dito. Jeez! My bestfriend is a jerk!

"Wala ka na don" sabi niya sabay walk out.

Puro girls, iba iba, araw araw..

Ano yan brief? Araw araw nagpapalit?

Oh well, wala na kong magagawa dyan. Besides, its his decision after all.

All I can do now, is love Rika, and make her happy..

Gelo's POV

Player.. Yan ako ngayon, girls everywhere.

Rika?

Rika who?

Yeah well, for all I thought mahirap kalimutan si Rika..

HINDI pala

Sa una, oo syempre mahirap. But then I realize, di lang siya ang babae sa mundo.

So why should I waste my time for her?

Now, I have Myka in my life and Damn!

Mahal ko na ata to.

Rika's POV

Seeing him with someone else, it kills my heart. Pag magkakasama kami, ni hindi kami nag uusap. Awkward pa!

Pero sa tinagal tagal kong ganito, I think I should stop. Oo masakit. Prto mas masakit umasa sa bagay na kahit kailan hindi naman mangyayari.

Besides, someone here loves me, more than he loves me.

Pero kung iisipin, unfair talaga.

Andon na sana eh, mahal namin yung isa't isa. Bakit hindi pa nag-click?

Bakit naudlot pa? At ngayon, may mahal na siyang iba.

Siguro dito papasok yung..

"Some people are meant to stay in your heart, but not in your life"

Hayyyy...

Kevin loves me

I love Gelo

Gelo loves Myka

Now, I'll move on.

Because what we have..

Is Unreturned Love.