Its Time!!

Every One Now Knows

Chapter 2

Okay I'm writing in this diary for my sweet little boy or girl that I will be having, in nine months. You're father & I are very excited to be having you into our life's as soon as possible. We love you so much, I will be writing in this diary every so often so you know what we have been doing together during these 9 months.

Love your mother Michelle & father Michael.

Michelle puts the pregnancy diary down. Then looks up at Michael cooking dinner, then says "I'm a little scared for when this baby is born & what will happen to us when he or she is born?" He stops while he talks to me. "Michelle there's on need to be afraid of this, soon to be child of ours." He said with his eyes on me. "Okay, but what if we need to be afraid of him or her?" " Michelle we don't. Okay? "His eyes full of worry." Okay, then we need to look for a jobs for both of us as soon as we can, because we will be leaving as soon as work wants me up there." My hart pounding fast. " Okay just sit down, & get ready for an awesome dinner." "Okay? What are we having?" I ask while heading to the table. "Its toasted sandwiches." As he puts the plates down on the table, I took one sniff & I feel like I'm going to be sick. "I'll be right back." I say as I run to the bathroom.

"Are you ok in there?" It sounded like he was at the door. "I'm fine" I replied as Michael walks back to start to eat his dinner. I come out, & there's Michael looking at me with a very worried look on his face, I sit down at the table, Michael then comes over & hugs me. He moves his mouth to my ear & asks, "Are you okay?" " Yeah, I'm fine." Breathing loudly. "Are you sure? Or are you having afternoon sickness" Michael said it sounded like he was smiling. He went back to his sit and started to eat. Then I joined him. I was expecting Michael to talk about how great work was, but he didn't say a thing.

When we both finished I went to get up to put the dishes in the dishwasher, & then all of a sudden "No! I'll do it" Michael yelled while running over to me, to grab the dishes off of me. "Sorry didn't mean to yell." He kissed me on the cheek, and then headed to the sink. "Why have you become more helpful now then before?" I asked while staring at him. "Well I just don't want to be like my father." He paused, most likely remembering back when he was younger. "He let my mother do things she shouldn't have done. He didn't help her at all. Then when I was born they ended their marriage." He was looking out the window over the sink. "How do you know all of this?" I ask at he's left side now. "Mum told me when I was nine. I was apparently wanting a Dad, because everyone at school said a lot of things that they did with their Father's on the school holidays." He then turns to me and gives me a kiss on my lips. When he stopped, I put my hands around his neck, and then he kissed me again. Then he picked me up and headed to the bedroom. "Michael?" I say while looking at him. "What?"

He went in for another kiss; I put my finger on his ready to kiss me lips. "Not tonight." "Why not?" He looked deeply into my eyes. "I'm tied." " Okay, I'll go have my shower." He puts me down on the bed. And then he heads to the bathroom. "Michael?" He turns then looks straight at me. "Yeah?" I get up off the bed and head to him. I stop right in front of him; I put my arms around his neck and kiss him. "Just not tonight. Okay?" "Okay." The tone in his voice worried me. "Are you okay?" "Yeah, I'm fine, just don't remember the last time we ... did it?" "Are you ... not ... happy?" It sounded like I was going to cry.

"Michelle! I'm 100% happy. I have you." He kissed me. "And I have this little boy that's growing inside of you." He said holding my stomach in his right hand. He then looked down at me and kissed me again. "I don't need any thing else apart from you two." He went to give me a kiss, "You really do stink." He smiled at what I said he then kissed me. "I'll go have my shower then" "Okay, you do that." I put my hands down from his neck, to my side. He turned around to go have his shower. I turned and headed to the bed.

After I was ready for some sleep I laid down on the bed, under the sheets. Michael comes in the room, after having his shower & asks me "Is it okay if I can tell my parents about us." (He means his Mother), "You know you don't need to ask me, you can just go & tell them now if you want." "I can??" " Yes, you don't need my permission for everything Michael." Michael heads over to the phone & calls his mother first.

I start to close my eyes & get like 2 minutes of sleep, and then all of a sudden Michael comes in from the next room & said that his sister Julie is pregnant, (well, she's 4 weeks pregnant). "Really, wow!" I say very excitedly with a bit of existed ness in my voice. "That means I will be a father & a uncle. I can't wait". I smile at him trying not to close my eyes. "Yay! Are you going to tell your father about our child??" I ask worried that he will say that he will do it in the morning (by the way that he means that he won't). "Could you do it?" "Why me?? His your father not mine." "Yeah, but he won't listen to me." "And he will with me!" "No, but you might as well try. He might listen to you?" "What ever Michael. I'm going to get some sleep." "Ok" Michael said not sounding very happy.

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I woke up & saw that Michael wasn't on the othersider of the bed, I get up out of bed & went to turn the T.V on to see if he is on. (Michael works at one of the news stations on T.V for the weekend, & then on weekdays he works at the radio station). He's on, thank god. I go to get myself same breakfast, but Michael stops me from what he starts to say. "Now, some mothers, well not really mothers have been saying that they are pregnant when they have been lying to the husbands that they are expecting." That makes me think that he might be thinking that I'm faking my pregnancy. Then the girl who Michael works with (Rose. Who Michael had a crush on in high school), starts to say, "Isn't your girlfriend Michelle pregnant??" Michael looks at her in the look he gives people when he didn't want them to say any thing.

The thing is EVERYONE that we know watches the news when Michael is on. When I turned off the T.V my IPhone was ringing & it is Michael's best friend, Josh. "Hello?" "Hello Michelle, I'll just like to say congrats to you & Michael." " Thank you Josh. How may I help you??" " Oh, nothing just wanted to say congrats, that's all. Goodbye." "Bye."

That's when I go get out the toaster & bread for my breakfast. A couple of minuets later my toast pops up. I go sit down on the table & start to eat my toast the Toffee starts to bark at all the people waking on the footpath though the window. "Toffee shut up!" Toffee looks at me then comes to sit next to me on the ground. I give her half a slice of my toast. For some reason I'm not hungry when normally I eat 3 slices of toast.

I get up & put my plate on the sink, then I go to get a shower then my phone rings, it's Michael. "Hay honey, what's up??" " Nothing, just I'm calling you to say that I'm sorry for what Rose had said as we were on live T.V. I told her because she is a mother, she has a 4-month-old girl & she is beautiful. Her daughter is on set with us when the camera isn't on. Who knows our little boy might be able to come on set with me. If you would like you could come to." "I'm.... I'm positive he will love to see his father's work." I say as I'm crying & I'm positive Michael can hear it in my voice. "The thing is ... Michelle can Rose talk to you??" "Yeah of course she can." Michael puts Rose on the phone. " Michelle I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to say it while the cameras were on." Her voice was like she was asking some one not to kill her. "Its okay Rose." "Are you positive?" "Yes Rose I'm positive." "Okay." Rose gives Michael the phone back. "Are you really okay?" "Yes Michael!" There was complete silence on both ends of the phones. "Okay, I need to go. I'll talk to you tonight." "Okay, see you tonight."