Evil Love

Pain

As she beats me and I cry than I see my foster father in the arm chair looking at me I feel pain more than before each time she hits me I wish for it to stop but it don't what did I ever do to deserve this life.

I cant catch my breath she grabs me around the throat than my foster father comes up to an licks my face please don't hurt me any more I cry I be a good girl I say until I pass out I don't know how long I was passed out for but when I woke up he was on top of me about to rape me No I yell an kick and scream I don't know how I was able to move him off me but I was I kicked him in the family jewels and push her away an ran out the door as quick as I could.

i dont how i was able to ran as fast as i did i had no money no where to go but i didnt care i ran to my safe place the park where i sit and read i sit there cold and bloody from my head an nose.

I sit in pain wishing it would stop why was life like this I close my eyes hoping its all a sick dream that I wasn't almost raped I wasn't beaten an bloody.

sitting from my eagle eye view looking over the city I still cant stop thinking about that girl she was beautiful the feel of her body on top or mine the smell of her hair get a grip Salvatore she was a scared little mouse she couldn't be any other than nineteen at the most but her body was singing to me.

I lay there too sore to move feeling like I could die thinking back on my child hood and what had I done to be living with people like them after my mothers death I thought life couldn't get any worse but I was wrong it only got worse I was ten year old child alone in the world I never knew my father and mother never talked about him I wish I knew him.

Salvatore was laying in his bed when his mobile phone rings looking at the caller id what do you need Luca is that any way to talk to your favourite brother its three o'clock in the morning so make it quick or I will shoot you next time I see you I'm sure you will brother anyway I called cause dad wants you to do a little job tomorrow of cause he does tell him I see him at the house at 10am now fu#k off so I sleep always such a dram queen.