Evil Love

Am I dreaming

I'm feeling so sore and cold waiting for daybreak tears are flowing down my check I'm glad that I'm out of that house I feel free but I know now I've got no one or no where to live my eyes are slowing closing and sleep claims me.

Salvatore: is trying to back to sleep after Luca woke fuck me Luca why couldn't you wait until morning well later in the morning anyway might go for a run I guess the best park about this time of the morning is no one is up or running around the park.

running through the park  just as dry light bakes some how I feel at pace running I look around always making she that no one might take me out that's why I've always got my gun on me. I was running up near the tree where I saw that girl running down yesterday before she knocked me over I know she wouldn't be here this time of day but my mind keep thinking back to her words  I'm dead if I get home what could ever make a sweet little mouse like that say that she was so beautiful that my mine kept thinking of her sweet lips her eyes and her body man I need to get laid.

dreams are the worse I keep seeing my foster father on top of me an me helpless to do any I cry out "HELP ME GET OFF ME DONT HURT ME" please let me wake up from this nightmear crying dont help i dont think i have any tears left in me my mother told that to never let anyone or a man see me cry she said once they did they own you i never understod it until I lost her and I went to live with my foster parents  why did they have to hurt me I always did what I was told.

Running past the tree I hear what could only be a woman or child crying  I run over and see Caresa  sitting in a up against the tree as I get closer I see she has blood on her face and is bruise around her eyes what had happened to her than I remember what she said about how she would be dead if she was late had her boyfriend or husband  done that  to her I pick her up an start walking back to my car who had done this he is a dead man this i look into her face she looks so innonice