Little more than afraid

Chapter One

*Billies P.O.V*
So heres the backstory on the happenings in my life right now about a year or two ago I had a girlfriend soon to be wife In fact and she was absolutely beautiful she had gorgeous brown eyes long black hair in dreads which you wouldn't think suits a girl but was one of her most outstanding features which made her an individual and that's what I love about her. That she's herself and she isn't afraid of the shit she would get for it but enough about that let me tell you about what happened to result in the situation I'm in right now.

*1 year ago*
"Billie I am so fucking fed up with your selfishness! It's always about you and your stupid band! I'm always last when it comes to what you want!" "Ad-Adie please let me expl-" Adie cut him off mid sentence with a angry remark "Save it Billie Joe! I've had enough of you and your selfish backstabbing face! I'm leaving for good this time and never coming back good luck trying to find me because there's no way in hell I'll let you." And with that Adie slammed the door leaving with a bag full of clothes and heading to god knows where to leave Billie Joe in a horrible crying mess.

*Billies P.O.V*
So there I made a huge mistake the love of my life walked out of my life for-fucking-ever and there was nothing I could do about it. I wasn't going to go after her that would have been a stupid move to make I just had to deal with it how I could and I guess that was to cry and feel like a walking piece of shit for the next few years. But today I got this letter in the mail which at first I couldn't believe but then as I read it I knew it had to be true.

"Dearest Billie Joe, I was a total asshole and I'm sorry I'm truly sorry I miss you with all my heart and there's no way on earth I could explain the guilt I felt after I left you that night, I know it was a wrong thing to do and I know that you where just doing your job to keep us together and I want us to be together again. Please Billie it would mean the absolute world to me if you let me be a part of your life again.. All your love Adrienne Nesser xx"

Fuck I have to get my shit together and tell the guys.