Love-Ship

The Lesson of Love...

Cricket was something I really hated but now it has become my passion. Similarly, my personality also had great transformation. Sorry to deviate, couldn't stop- effect of love.

Now, I was losing patience. The days were filled with dreams and nights with thoughts. I used to imagine JEN saying- "Hey Prince Charming, my knight in shining armour, I Love You." I knew that I will have to say my thoughts to her but it was also a truth that I won't be able to generate courage to do so. I sometime felt like saying but couldn't. I was not able to understand how to put forth the beats of my heart to the beat of my heart.

Another year started. Half pants turned into full pants. Things pretty got changed. My Love became my strength, I got more confident and started expressing myself. The manner in which Jen enhanced my personality was just a miracle. Now, half of the year passed and there was no one in school who didn't knew Tony. Actually, now I made new friends and Mr.introvert started to mingle with everyone. What a power love has! No one can answer this question.....

Along with Jen, a special person entered my life- Krystal. She was close to me and I had someone to open up my thoughts. I past we weren't that close, but now we have a special bond, I found a cute sister and a trustworthy friend. I started chatting with Krystal and within a few months, I told her everything. She seemed surprised to see her brother in a new avatar. I was normal because no one would expect a studious person talking about love. Again, Grace of God or miracle or just a coincidence that JEN too her her secrets to Krystal. One more similarity in us.

Now I got more clear idea about things and Krystal always kept saying that JEN too loves me, but I felt it difficult to believe. You know, the things which myself i.e. Tony can just imagine in dreams were seeming real, so it was not easy to trust upon. The past year's friendship and Krystal's assertions, everything favoured me to more confident about JEN. Another miracle or something......
(You know if it happens once then it is a coincidence but if it happens again and again, then you will have to say that the creator of universe want both of you to come together.)

This time around I got a chance to sit beside her, for me it was 'Dream seat'. To summarize this incident I would say, it was JUST PERFECT. It used to say everything to Krystal and she used to listen it with a creamy blush. Love also enhanced my imagination. I started writing short rhymes. My first one was "Alphabets start with abc, Numbers start with 123 and love starts with you and me."

Once Krystal asked me, how much I love JEN and I simply replied "Count the stars in sky,that much I love her."
She asked "Are you sure,JEN is your perfect partner?"
I said her "110%". She smiled and.....and just went away. I don't know I was over thinking or not but I felt that JEN too has some feelings. I mean the way she used to smile gave me a message.

See, In these kind of situations you probably don't have to think much. The whole matter was crystal clear and I got a slight intuition that now the time has come and I am not far away from it. But you know, our mind never agrees anything with heart. To know what exactly JEN thinks about me, I would myself have to express my emotions to her and finally say that "You are my world." How beautiful it feels when you listen it.....This Love gonna make me crazy......

I couldn't understand what to do now....I was waiting for an opportunity.... Everything was alright but I wasn't getting a chance....You know when you say those things, you want to make the whole moment very special, It will be the bestest memory for lifetime. This was a difficult task, how to find it ? I used to everyday meet her, talk to her and spend time with her. We were long time friends and it was obvious for us to be understanding each other and both of us looking for a perfect situation.

And all of a sudden something happened, One day myself and JEN were talking about Krystal, her marriage and all....you know Childish things. So, in the spate of conversation I said that "Why to worry about Krystal?, her groom is already decided. And you know what she said "MY GROOM IS ALREADY DECIDED." I was shocked and asked her in anxiety "Who is he?, how does he look?" And she replied "Just like you." Oh man, this sign was enough to know that and actually gain some courage. Now again worries....How will handle this situation? As things were getting more clear, I had to get more tensed because that time was near when I had to take a call. Anyone of us will have to make courage and raise a step. But you know, the fear of losing your best friend.....so it was bit difficult to say it for first time....