I'm just a girlfriend

Its killing me.

I want to say Yes

I want to say No

I want to tell them stop

But I'm not yet your wife

We might be together.

We might living in the same roof.

But I'm still your girlfriend who doesn't have anything to do with you.

And that's what killing me the most. It's killing me to see you suffering and I can't do anything about it.

I hope I can make the days run to the day that we're going to get married.