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My alarm sounds and I groan. I roll out of bed and pull on my clothes for the day. It has been one week since I realized that I like Mel. I think I might be falling apart, I have never liked a girl before but it is so much better and worse than liking a guy. I think about her all the time and I always bring her up in conversation. I constantly check my phone for a text from her and I dream about her too. I think I'm losing my mind.
*time skip*
From: Mel 🤘🏼
Meet me by the science hallway bathrooms, I want to talk to you before school starts.
My heart beats super fast as I pull into the parking lot. What if she found out I like her? How could she though? I shake my head to clear the thoughts and wipe my sweaty palms on my jeans. Gathering my hair into a ponytail, I open my car door and head towards the school.
My feet carry me to the bathrooms and I realize that I am sweating everywhere now. I see her walking towards me with a smile, and a girl on her arm. Before I can even process what that means, she is talking.
"Hey girl, thanks for meeting me here. I wanted to introduce you to someone," she says, gesturing to the fore said girl on her arm. "This is Becca, my girlfriend."
I swallow hard as I realize that my assumption is correct. I look over at Becca and realize that she is holding her hand out for a handshake. I plaster on a fake smile and grab her hand. I look her up and down.
She has short blond hair that cuts off at her shoulders unlike Melanie and I's waist long hair. Her skin is also very tan but, not quite the beautiful South American skin tone that Mel has. I guess she is kind of cute though.
"It's nice to meet you," I stammer out. "I'm Blaire. Would you two excuse me? I'm not feeling very well."
At that I swing my backpack, formerly lying on the ground, over my shoulders and bolt down the main staircase. It isn't until I am out in the cool, fresh air, that I actually breathe. I quickly find my car and sit in it.
I turn the radio off and rest my head on the wheel. Suddenly tears start streaming down my face. God, I am such a mess, crying over a girl. Eventually my body is convulsing with sobs.
About 20 minutes later, I am finally fine. I have fixed my makeup and decide to just go home and pretend I'm sick. From all of the crying, I actually have a serious migraine and I feel like I might vomit at any moment.
As I'm driving home, I replay the whole thing in my head. Asking myself question after question. By the time I get home, I have only managed to make myself more anxious about the whole scenario. I eventually crawl into bed and immediately fall asleep.
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Hey guys, I am finally back with a new chapter. I hope you like it, I am excited to be writing again after my break from Wattpad.
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