shadow

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 hello my name is shadow.
i am depression , anxiety ,self doubt and hate.
i live inside you and i never go away .
it takes all of some peoples strength just to fight me
and stay well and some people don't really notice me at all.
when you look out of the corner of your eye and for one second see your worst fear that is me telling you that nobody is fully immune from me .
you know this is a bad world and nobody cares about you like i do , you need me . i don't want people to start being nice to each other and lifting each other's moods . i wanna see you in the corner , rocking back and forth and wallowing in self pity . you know you love the abuse , you will run to me because you will associate my hate and fear mongering with love . that is how a good god operates .
stop fighting and give in.
you know you want us , we are a full spectrum .
a multitude of disorders , living inside your brain.
hello my name is shadow.
i am the darkness from within.  

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