"Y/n....y/n..." i heard joshua whisper to me.
"What is it? Its 3 in the morning."
I rubbed my eyes to try to wake up.
"Sorry, i just cant sleep"
"Why not?" I ask.
"I...ive been thinking" he said hanging his head low. Is he breaking up with me??? At 3am?!
I closed my eyes shut to hide my tears.
"...i want to sin"
i look at him confused.
I let him finish.
"I know i should wait til marriage, but you drive me insane!" He said.
SHOOK.
I give him a small smile.
I pat his shoulder.
"I do too.. its okay joshua"
I give him another smile. Reassuring him that i am ready if he is.
His lips lock with mine and he gently pushes me down onto the bed.
He begins to kiss me more passionately but my shock turns into want.
I put my hands to his hair and pulled him closer.
Our lips moved in sync. And he pulls away.
"Im not ready just yet.... but i cant stand you being like this." He said while winking.
I understood but part of me wanted more.
I giggled.
"Of course you cant" i winked.
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Ew im sorry this sucked. I was gonna make a smut but joshua is too innocent and i couldnt drive myself to do so.
