Invisible- Langst ON HOLD

superpower

Edited

I did add a lot of detail.

Lance pov

What I have is a curse....and I was forced to have it.

It is not like I ever wanted it. I definitely never asked for it. I just have it.

It was the superpower of invisibility.
Emotions that cannot be seen easily by the eye. Blind, clueless, clouded eyes.

I soon covered it all with this mask of happiness. To hide suspicions from the others, if they cared at all. They didn't.

Of life. Energy. Lively. Color....

Of stars. My dream. My lifeline....

But the closer you look. The less you want to see. I don't look in the mirror anymore now.

Cause all I see is:

A river of sadness that was connected to a sea of betrayal and hurt. So deep in self loathing. I got used to it. I was drowning for so long, I just stopped fighting.

Eyes that were so lifeless and dull, that it's screaming to have color. Any color. Anger, resentment, I would have taken hatred. But I was already numb to everything and everyone.

A great vast of nothingness. Struggling to breath. Were I used to look up and see the beautiful shimmer far away. So close together in veiw. Anything seemed possible. But once you get sucked into the pretty picture, you see the mistakes. You realise how everything is so far apart.

And i guess it is time to wake up, feeling the air suffocating me.

I slowly get up a I make sure to take my time. Who pays attention if I'm gone anymore?

Maybe coran. But I see him as a dad and he looks at me like a son. Kinda nice from the others. I just pray I don't fuck this up.

I walk down to the main deck. It is way past breakfast. I'm pretty sure at least.

I'm not  even in the damn room and I can feel their hate for me. I don't have a clue on how it got to this point really. It is rediculous. It is like they took a silent agreement that i was the human punching bag.

But I can't shake this feeling that this day would be worse than others....

I don't even want to go in there. So I turn around. Simple. I'm not going to included anyway.

And with that said. I'm going to the training deck.

I am pretty much farther than Keith right now.10 levels to be exact. How they don't know. They excluded me on team training also. That I'm 'behind'. I call bullshit on them.

For a few hours I have been fighting these bots. Nonstop. Got through 5 more levels. This is sooo much fun....

You know what, I havn't sang in forever.

(Just listen to the song cause im to lazt to write down the lyrics...If you don't like the song imagine him singing the song at the top or your favorite)

And little did I know. Pidge was right outside the door, and running off to the others. Well this is going to be fabulously horrific.