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Rules

I changed my style a little bit since it has been long ass time.

"Okay pidge-i-motto some ground rules for us..." lance said, quiet out of character. at least what pidge was used too now. 

"Rules for what?" pidge cocked an eyebrow, suspicious.

"Surviving annoying bitches thats what, especially these." he said it like he was spitting out the most disgusting thing ever, she doesn't blame him anyway.

"Put it down then."  she was curious on what lance had in store

" 1. Keep your head down, shoulders tucked back, avoid eye contact, and keep your stance.

2. don't speak unless spoken to, if so, use simple words, yes, no, or 4 letter sentences. if you get yelled at nod as if your listening, and speak when they want you too speak. save you trouble.

 3. don't look at anyone to long, as I said 'avoid eye contact' especially with Allura and Shiro.

4. when you get the chance, slip out. go to your lion or somewhere you know they wont bother you........and and, and......and" he started mumble off words. no. numbers all different, unique, and some words thrown here and there, but what all pidge heard was babbling. that was it.

but what she didn't know was that they were very special to lance. it was all the birthdays, anniversary's,  events, upcoming graduation for his sister. he is sure he had missed that. numbers of all the cows and special names he gave them each individually. numbers of his street, zip codes, and the funky names labeling the street of both family and friends. most likely changed now..

but that doesn't matter to him. he can give two damns about numbers, that may not be helpful at his return to earth at all. if ever. it was, was the faces, the weird nicknames his aunt made up whenever she came to visit, or the gigantic, backbreaking, makes you almost pass out bearhugs grandpa gives you when his he kicks down the front door and have kids tackle him in a split second more. a brother that always talk you into doing his homework by blackmail or something else ,maybe a new torture method, who knows!

but he KNOWS it is going to be gone soon. he cant remember the smell of going outside. or how it feels to hold one, just one of his nieces, nephews, or siblings. he cried for one whole week, no no i am not over exaggerating he tried everything he could without using technology, who knows what kind of trouble would he be in if he did that, but all because he couldn't remember the twins face, it killed him on the inside. he still doesn't know. what he give to see them.

any of them. 

Once Again

he was shoved out of his thoughts by a rough tug.

"lance? are you okay? you seem sad. you can talk to me." pidge couldn't help but feel her stomach dip when she saw tears. instant regret at the rough tug, but he just wouldn't respond and it was freaking her out, no not freak, scared, it scared her.just like when matt first left for the the garrison. sure he was ecstatic to be working with their father. but as any other kid they were scared of leaving loved ones behind, matt only cried in front of her that night, no one else.

"umm maybe later okay? if we don't go were are going to be in trouble okay?"  lance said with a tiny smile and glassy, red, eyes. both got up and walk towards the door.

one thing on their mind " it is going to be a shitty day isn't it?"

and they were absolutely fucking correct,

A/N soo sorry i just moved and I have no data, or wifi.im using friends hotspot rn. going to be awhile before I update. 

P.S did you like this at all? And if so tell me what  I can improve on!

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