Justin Blake Imagines Book -Finished-

Friction

Your POV

I was walking into my room for my charger. Justin was waiting for me down on the stairs. I found my charger and my old phone, so I grabbed them both. I thought that more fighting would happen downstairs, since my mom and sister/brother hated Justin. My dad didnt really mind him, just as long as we didnt do anything inapproriate and him know about it. So...We just dont let him know what we do....

*Couple days later*

I was with Justin at his parents house. Nobody was at his house and we are 15. His siblings went off on a field trip and his mom and dad are on business trips. So we were home alone. I smiled hard at him. Him kissing my head.

Justin: Are you smiling at me?
Me: No....Im smiling at my boyfriend.
Justin: Oh, well he stole my baby....
Me: Well he stole my heart....
Justin: I love you
Me: I love you too, Justin. 
Justin: Lets try something.
Me: What do you want to try?

I knew what he meant he smirked at me.  I slipped off my shirt and he took off his pants. I took off his shirt and he took off my pants. I smiled and sat in his lap. Feeling his erection against my leg. I looked down into his eyes and smiled, remember why I fell in love with him. Then I remembered the real reason I was here. To talk to him.

Me: Justin, I cant do this....Not today.....I have-
Justin: I know, but I thought that we could at least try-
Me: Justin, I get it, its okay.

So your probably wondering what is wrong with me, well I have Heat Intolerance, I cant have too much heat on me or I'll get bad anxiety attacks, on top of that I have asthma and they only get worse, by the day, so I stay inside on hot days, and even on colder days, so then I dont have to bundle up. I always get taught by Justin. I have known him since I was diaginosed, and he told me that he would wait until I am ready for anything and everything. That means sex, going outside, school work, anything and everything. I smiled at him I guess we were both in deep thought, cause then out of the blue, my door swings open and then the person gasped. We both jerked out heads towards the door. I see his twin standing in the door frame. Justin hugged me to cover my body and my scars from all my surgeries. I smiled into his neck as he screamed at his brother. 

*After twin leaves*

I sat at the edge of the bed and slipped my shorts and his shirt that was a little big, so I would stay warm, but not too warm. I stormed out of his room and down the hallway. I was livid (beyond pissed, almost like you could raise hell in that minute). I burst his twins door open, ripping it off the hinges. I dont what got into me, but I was so mad. 

Me: DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU JUST DID?
Twin: No not really...
Me: You walked in on me and my boyfriend...
Twin: You weren't being freaky and shit, so I thought I could go in.
Me: You know what...I'M DONE!

I walked out and I didnt know where I was going, but I was going somewhere. I walked out of his house and down the road. Justin behind me yelling for me to come back, I dont know why I was so mad or why I scared the hell out of his twin, but I did it and it felt good. I walked and I saw a bridge. The same bridge I used to pass out at when I would go for a run before I was diagnosed. I remember the detail from that day.

*Flashback*

Justin moved removed my shirt and my pants, slowly kissing down my body not wanting to go to far. I smiled and then moved him away from me. I turned my back to him and then stared at the wall in deep thought. He came and wrapped his arm around my waist and I sat up and got dressed. I wanted to go for a run and get my head cleared. 

Me: Im going to go for a run then go home..
Justin: Kay bye babe.
Me: Love you, baby boy
Justin: Love you more.
Me: Not possible!

I gave him a peck on the lips and he smiled. I walked downstairs past his parents that wanted to stop me, and his twin's boyfriend that wanted to talk to me about if I was okay. I pushed past him and then I walked out of the house. I went for a run. I past by the bridge and then I sat down on the edge. I wasn't going to jump, but let alone. I could if I wanted to. I left my phone, jacket, and tennis shoes on the brigde, and then I sat down. I felt dizzy, but I ignored it, and my head leaned foward, the next thing I can remember is the water filling my lungs as I sink, me screaming for someone to come and save me, and wishing I had stayed with Justin.....

*Flashback Ends*

I sat on the bridge this time only leaving a voice recording and Jay's hoodie.... I slid off wanting the water to fill my lungs once more, not thinking twice about it.....

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Friction is going to get dark as you can tell....