Justin's POV -have no clue how he thinks nor do i care- (Rae is cis, and Jay has only top and is on T) WAIT TO PLAY SONG!!!
Moving around in my sleep is one thing that I hate, escpecially whenever I am alone. Raegan had to go home, because of family issues. He was all the way in LA, and I am still stuck in Minnesota, it has been this way for a few days now. My nightmares still haunt me whenever he leaves, for the mere fact that he isn't here to protect me. My dreams are even worse, they consist of the memories that I share with him, and the things I hope to happen with him, and ONLY him. The dreams only cause a aching sensation in my burning heart at night, keeping me up. This is why I tossed and turned tonight, my dreams had caused a shrill of pain and aching in my chest. My brain having to remind me that I am still alive and need to inhale and exhale.
I hear my door softly open, "You can't sleep either?" the voice makes me jump, because I know exactly who's voice that is. In excitement, I sit up in jump out of bed and into his arms. The warmth and joy that surges through my body instantly take the place of the painful aching.
Inhaling deeply, taking in his scent, my voice clings onto every single word I say, "I missed you." He chuckles quietly. "What time is it?" My voice coarse and breaking with the steady stream of tears pooling in my tearducts.
"About 4 in the morning." I wondered why it was still cold in my room, then remembered that I didn't turn on the heat before going to bed. Still clinging onto his body I said nothing, just allowing his and my own breathing to be the only noise in the room that is audible. "Babe?" the sound of his voice catches my attention, so I look up into his chocolate brown eyes. His eyes gleaming in the sudden moon light that filters into my room. I hear the front door close, meaning that my mom has left the house. The only other person that is here with me is Raegan.
"Yeah?" I say he says nothing, but the gleam in his eyes grow brighter.
"I love you." the voice of the only person I love makes me melt.
His hands travel down from my back to my hips, him slightly tugging at my sweats that hang loosely at my waists. The sudden motion brings butterflies to my stomach, as his eyes stare deep into my own. My hands lay flat against his chest, as my eyes flutter open and close a few times in sync with the no restrictions. Raegan smiles down at me, his hands wrapping around me, allowing my body to feel secure. My eyes stop fluttering open as the noise in the house dies. The AC stops, and the room goes dead silent. Raegan's eyes flutter open and close along with my own.
"Baby boy?" My head shoots up, to look him in the eyes so he knows that I give him my attention. He starts to shift to sit up, so I get off of him and sit on my bed.
"Are you okay?" my voice shooting alarm in his face. Concern filling my body.
"Yeah. I'm fine. I just wanted to talk to you." His voice carrying alarm, as by the end of his sentence he trails off, and his speech speeds up a bit.
"Babe-" He picks up his head to look at me, now the role is reversed now its my turn to speak. "-What ever you want to talk about. I'm here I'm ready to listen." He nods and he holds out his arms to signal he wants me in his arms. I lay down and he sings to me softly.
PLEASE PLAY MUSIC NOW.
I know you. I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you, that look in your eyes is so familiar a gleam.And I know it's true, that visions are seldom what they seem.
But if I know you, I know what you'll do.You'll love me at once, the way you did
Once Upon A DreamMy eyes fluttered closed and i laid in silence as he continued to hum the tune. His voice soothing, and the vibration it sent, gave me a calmed expression.
But if I know you, I know what you'll do.
You'll love me at once the way you didOnce Upon A Dream.
I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you, that gleam in your eyes is so familiar a dream.I know it's true that visions are seldom what they seem.
But if I know you, i know what you'll do.You'll love me at one, the way you did
Once Upon A Dream.He hummed the tune one more time and my eyes closed for the night and my breathing steadied to his heartbeat, signalling Raegan that I was now asleep, and he could sleep now too.
*In the next morning*
The unexpected shift of cold air, from what I could remember from the last night makes me think it was only a dream. Sitting up and rolling out of bed, I sulk to the bathroom and do my business, wash my hands, and rinse the tiredness from my face with cold water from the faucet. I open the closed bathroom door, walking to the stairs, forcing my feet to move. "Raegan?" I call out. I wait a few moments for a response....Nothing. That's fine, he could be in the kitchen cooking with music blasting in his headphones, so I walk to the kitchen. "Raegan?" My eyes scan the room to find a purple paper ripped in half with writing on it.
Went out to get breakfast, get ready to go to school. I'm driving.
- Raegan
As I finish reading the note, his voice in my subconsious fades out and I dash upstairs to get ready. Looking through my closet, choosing a t-shirt, Rae's hoodie, and joggers, I hum the song he sung me last night. I start to undress with nothing else in my mind, but the song he sang. "Justin?" I hear from down stairs. "Baby boy, are you up?" His voice getting closer, notifying me that he is walking towards the stairs to wake me up. He peeks into my room, his chocolate brown irides flashing throughout the room looking for me. They focus on me in a heart beat, and his lips form a smile, showing his bright white teeth, causing his smile to beam at me.
"I'm up." I say giggling. He chuckles and nods walking further into my room and walking over to my bed sitting with his legs crossed. "What'd you bring back, hun?" I say to him as I stop dressing infront of him to walk into the bathroom with my outfit. I slightly leave the door open so I can hear him talking to me.
"I brought back McDildos." He says giggling. A slight smile dances at my lips and a small laugh escapes them.
"Really? You can't even say McDonalds without making it dirty?" I say remembering the other names he gave Taco Bell, Wendy's, ect. Both our smiles widen as I leave the bathroom with my joggers and t-shirt on, but not his hoodie.
"Nope...it is now and forever known as McDildos." I try to hold back laughs, both of our faces turning bright red as I realize he is trying to do the same thing. I fall back, and as my back hits the floor, my laughs hit the air sharply as his erupts. Raegan stands and walks towards me, still laughing, and stands infront of me with his hand out to me.
I grab it, missing, as his hand swipes up. "Fuck you!" I say jokingly as we both smile and he picks me up. Standing back upright to walk down the stairs and to the bag of food setting on the table in the kitchen.
"Love?" Raegan says as I come back to reality and see that i had been stopped on the top step, staring down at nothing.
"Yes?" I say as I reach out for his hand, he takes mine and leads me down to the room. I look at the time and realize we were already late by about 30 minutes,so there was no point in traveling another 20 minutes with Raegan's shitty driving just to get to school. "We're late."
"Yeah...I know... I was hoping you already saw that we were going to be late after the time I walked in." he smiled as he rubbed the back of his neck with his hand. I walk over to him and hit his arm.
"My mom is going to kill me." I say laughing as I walk over to the table and grab my food out of the bag.
"No she isn't going to kill you." He says as his voice breaks from his uproar fit of laughter. Then I hear the front door unlock...
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Justin Blake Imagines Book -Finished-
FanficThis smut book was promised to many of my imagines readers. thanks to everyone who reads. requests are open.