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"I tend to show people so much fake happiness, even though I know they don't care, it has become a habit."
J I M I N
I hate this so much, I hate everything. It's like living in a black hole. But as long as you smile and show your fine, it won't be so hard to leave...
" Jiminie!!" A boy comes running up to me. Jungkook, aka the love of my life. But he's never gonna like me back. He's probably straight. I have 0 chance with him. Plus why would he waste his time on me?
" Yes?"
" Where are you heading?" He asks.
" My locker, duh." I laugh. Hopefully, it didn't sound too fake.
" Oki cool, I'm gonna get my stuff from my locker and catch up with you shortly. Don't leave? OKAY??!!" He says shouting across the hall, I see a teacher stop him and give him a slip. I burst out laughing.
To be honest, I don't even know how we became friends. We started talking out of nowhere to me. He wasn't popular nor unpopular, that's why I liked him. He was just right.
" God dang it, the teacher gave me a frickin detention slip BECAUSE I WAS RUNNING! There are students way~ worse than me and she does nothing! Nothing!" He continues to bicker.
" Someones been spending a little bit too much time with Jin Hyung." I joke.
" Haha, very funny." He says sarcastically.
" Hurry up lets head home Jesus I'm gonna miss my favorite show." I slap him on the head lightly.
" Hey!"
Once I get home I intimately plop myself onto the sofa. So comfy... My moms on a business trip, she won't be back for a while. And my dad... He left a long time ago.
I turn on the T.V and watch my fav show. It's where I can get away from all of that... ( Outside World ). It keeps me distracted if that makes sense...
Once the shows over I do my homework while listening to some music, then I head upstairs to take a shower...
" Your day begins tomorrow. Day 1." I tell myself.
[ 2 Hours Later. . . ]
' No no you can't kill yourself.' A voice says.
I know, I don't wanna die. I wanna live for Kookie. Whether he likes me back the same way or not. I have to see his smile every day...
' Well, you've only got 13 days to do so." Another voice says.
13 days?
' Yes because if you stay too long you might not wanna leave.' It adds. I nodded.
13 doesn't seem too long, I was born on the 13th. 13... Okay then... I can do this. I just need a paper, pencil. And now Jimin organize all your thoughts.
After what seemed like an hour. I was finally done. Wait, no. I put tomorrows date till the day of the 13th day. So I'd remember. I circle it. Okay, now I'm done. I get up and head to bed it was 8 already I have nothing else to do, so I'll just go to sleep.
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OH MEH GOSH~ CHIM CHIM LOOKS SO PRECIOUS IN THE PICTURE! LIKE HOW??? I SWEAR I WAS FANGIRLING OVER IT FOR AT LEAST 10 MINUTES STRAIGHT! Crying the same time cuz, that lil mochis frickin too adorable. I'm soft~
Someone save me. Oh my gosh... I swear he's wrecking my soul. I gotta stay loyal to Kookie.
