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J I M I N
I wake up. What happened yesterday? I scratch my head, it hurts a lot... Holy crap! Now I remember! Where the fuck is Jungkook? I know that bitch and I'm sure as heck that he probably hasn't left yet. I look over my side, there was that mother fucker.
" I'm sorry, but I can't forget the hell you put me through..." I stroke his cheek, it hurts a lot you know? I probably might seem extra right now, but it really hurt.
" J-Jiminnie hyung..." He mumbles. " A-are you ok-kay?"
" Yea... It was just an anxiety attack I guess..." I reply.
" Anxiety attack?? Oh my god, I'm sorry hyung!" He shoots up.
" Its okay, plus it's not because entirely of you, it started anyway," I tell him. " Plus I get like 3-4 every month nowadays so it's normal for me now." I shrug.
" How did it start?" He asks.
" I dunno like 4 years ago...?" I answer.
" Doesn't it hurt or anything?"
" No. I don't really pass out or anything, but like its been happening recently..." I look at my palms, I was shaking. " Maybe side effects are left or something." I show him my hands.
" So you have feelings for me?" He asks me and holds both my hands.
" Y-yea..." I stutter. " But you used me. You kissed me and ignored me for a bit. Then I see you kissing a girl." I turn my head away.
" I'm sorry... It's just after I kissed you I kinda developed feelings for you... And I thought you might've hated me or something. So I just went out with that girl to get things off my head."
" Oh..."
" But Jiminnie hyung, I like you. Heck, I even forgot that girls name." He pecks me on the lips.
" Me too..." I hug him.
" Do you wanna go to school?" He asks.
" No." I bury my head into his neck. " Please stay with me..."
" I will... Promise me the same?" I'm sorry.
" P-promise..." Promises are meant to be broken anyways...
" Do you wanna sleep more?"
" Yea... Let's lock the door so the others won't get in like last time." I tell him.
" Sure lemme go do that." He says getting up.
Gosh, I'm so sorry Jungkook... I'm sorry I'll break our promise... But I hope you'll understand maybe...
" Oki I'm back!!!!" He burst through the door.
" Oh my gosh." I laugh.
" Heh." He closes the door and jumps on the bed.
" Kya!~"
" Awe... You're so cute!!!" He sequels.
" Jesus..." I lay back down.
" How do you go to sleep?" He asks.
" I dunno... I just go to sleep." I reply.
" Like when people touch you, in a comforting way..." He says.
" Welp... I like it when people play with my hair, or like hold me tight while I sleep..."
" I'll do both!"
" You don't-" He puts his hand on my mouth.
" Shh... Now go to sleep."
" O-okay..."
He puts one arm on my side, and the other playing with my hand. It was soothing... It felt nice... I think I might be going to sleep now...
" I Love You..." He whispers. I Love You Too... I'm sorry.
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I walk through the halls, everything seemed normal. Everything seemed legit... All the sudden people started looking at me. I try to shrug it off, but I could feel the eyes burning behind my back.
I head to my locker, people were still looking at me...
I walk away they still stare at me...
Anxiety...
No, not now...
" STOP!!!!" I fall to the ground clutching my ears. I can't breathe... I can't see... I can't move... This is 10x worse than my anxiety attacks in real life...
" Please stop..." They still stare, this time coming even closer...
" NO! DON'T TOUCH ME!"
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" STOP!" I shoot up, thankfully Jungkook still wasn't awake... I look at the time. It was 9 pm. Did I sleep that long? I'll just go back to sleep. I'll probably wake up really early tomorrow. Luckily, I'll be able to spend time with everyone before leaving...
I PROMISED CHU GUYS JIKOOK MOMENTS IN DA NEXT CHAPTER! AND LOOK AT MEH NOW!!!!!! TIL THEN AUTHOR NIM OUT!!!!!!! PEACE!!!!
