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it looks like scalding hot showers that last until the water burns with ice.

it looks like heaps of clothes in every space. my apartment, my honda civic.

it looks like a cold and unfeeling black leather couch to pass out on.

it looks like a plastic baggie held by shaking hands and ashy fingers.

it looks like a digital clock flashing the wrong time on a cluttered nightstand.

it looks like dust gathering on books that were started, never finished.

it looks like greasy hair stuck to a feverish forehead jolting awake.

it looks like a supervisor crossing their arms, waiting on an arrival.

it looks like a raw and bright red circle of skin where a scab used to be.

it looks like blooming bruises under eyes, abused only by their own body.

it looks like me.
it looks just like me, and i look scared.

-December 4th, 2017

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