Scars (Riele Downs)

Strong

⚠ TRIGGER WARNING BEWARE⚠

Riele just looked as they kissed with so much passion on the beautiful windy night.

Riele got up and just left, she didn't know where to but she walked.

Once she had gotten on the street of their house.

She saw Jace and Daniella right behind her.

"Oh Hey Riele, sorry I totally  forgot what was going on...what happened?" Jace said obliviously.

He forgot.

She felt...

Angry.

Then it started.

When Riele was angry....she was angry.

White knuckles from clenching her fist too hard, and gritted teeth from effort to remain silent, her hunched form exuded an animosity that was like acid - burning, slicing, potent. Her face was red with suppressed rage, and when Jace even set a finger on her shoulder, she swung around and mentally snapped.

Before she said anything, she calmed down and politely asked if Daniella could give them a moment.

When they moved to a more private area

Rieles anger came back.

Jace realized and said the stupidest thing he could have said.

"Riele I'm so sorry, I left you but DANI saw me and asked me out, I mean isn't that awesome, sorry, but maybe tommorow we can get some fries." Jace said often glancing at Daniella who was behind Riele.

"Theres no we in fries." RIELE SAID calmly

"Why are you so difficult?" Jace said harshly.

"Because Jace, everything I try to move on, you're there, anytime I try to get into a new phase of my life...a better phase... you're there and Half of the time, you don't help...at all." Riele says her voice cracking up,

"Riele, I'm...I'm not sorry, I'm not sorry for anything, I've tried but lately you've been so different and selfish and just....annoying, so please just leave me alone." Jace said already walking over to Daniella.

Riele thought about it as she walked back home, is this what everyone thinks of me.

Different

Annoying

Selfish

That voice in Rieles head, suddenly popped up again

Fat
Stupid
Ugly
Whore
Charity case
Problematic
Annoying
Imperfect

Nothing.

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Riele was in her bathroom.
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Riele was in her bathroom.
Wondering if she should do this a again.

You probably assumed any person who cuts probably just slides the blade or knife against their skin and hopes for the worst....no.

It takes strength.

Guts

To slide that blade or knife against your skin and....bleed.

It takes guts.

And Riele had guts,

But she didn't do it.

Because to be close to hurting yourself and not do it, doesn't mean you don't have guts.

It means you're strong.

I was gonna leave y'all here but nahhhh.

☆ 5 days later☆
Jace had started spreading rumors about Riele and she didn't  like it and everyone on set except the adults who simply didn't  give a flying sock had believed Jace.

Which meant Riele was lonely.

And after a while Riele realized,

If her life was going to be like this she didn't  want it anymore because sometimes

Being strong doesn't last forever.

Riele was at home, ready to end it all, she was on the bathroom floor, suicide notes written.

The voice thought it was the perfect time to visit.

Do it fat ugly whore.

One cut
Two
Three
Four

2 sleeping pills.

Go on darling.

Five
Six
Seven
eight

3 sleeping pills.

Oh what a mess this is going to create

On December 2nd 2017, 11:27pm,  Riele West Downs, was reportedly dead at the Marina hospital.

At 11:28

She was alive

At 11:30

She was breathing steadily,

At 12:00

She was up.

At 1: 00 Am

Jace Norman and Daniella Perkins started dating
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