I feel bad bc I have been a real asshole to my crush today bc I just learned that they have a girlfriend. I was going to tell them that I like them this week bc they had been single for a week or so. And I can't tell her now, I have already ruined one relationship by doing that. I am just angry bc I was in a good place and comfortable w telling her and I was taken by surprise. I didn't talk to her or acknowledge her existence and she was always holding hands w her girlfriend. I had to run to the bathroom when they were kissing bc I was afraid I'd cry. I feel like it's justified to be angry but I still feel bad.
Anyway.. thanks for listening to my rant and caring. Sorry if this makes no sense, I am just full of thoughts.
