[ Finally, I'm updating again. This is gonna be a interesting and sad chapter. I love you. ♥]
[ Mackenzie's POV ]
We were back from Taco Bell and I was sooooo tired. I went to my room and was out like a light. When I wake up I have a text from Taylor.
( T-Taylor M-Mackenzie )
T- Hey babe. meet me in my room at 6:30. I have something to tell you.
M- Alright babe. See you then ♥
I wonder what he needs to tell me. I look to see what time it is and it is 5:32. SHOOT ! I say running to shower in the bathroom. When I get out I blow dry, and brush my hair. I brush my teeth. I went to the mall earlier and bought a blue skater skirt. I wear that and A tank top that says " Don't Come At Me, Or You Will Get Smacked" in black letters. I put on my all black converse and my hair in a side braid. I put on some mascara, and baby lips. "I'm ready." I say to my self. As I'm walking I feel slightly nervous. When I get in the room I hear giggling. When I walk in I see something that broke me. I seen Taylor and a blonde bimbo making out on the bed. She is on top of Taylor. I start crying.
"T..Taylor ?" I say between sobs.
"OH MY GOD MACKENZIE I'M SO SORRY PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN." He yelled.
"NO ! I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN. I'M SORRY I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU. I SHOULD HAVE JUST TOOK THEM PILLS. I KNEW THIS WOULD BE A JOKE. AND LOOK, THERE IS NOTHING TO EXPLAIN. YOU WONT HAVE TO SEE ME ANYMORE. I'M GOING WITH MY SISTER !" I scream crying my eyes out.
"NO YOUR NOT THINKING STRAIGHT DON'T DO THAT. DON'T LEAVE ME!" He said.
"Me ? Leave you ? I don't know who you are anymore. I miss my sister. Goodbye Taylor. Have a good life with her." I said and walked out. I'm done. I am going with my sister. I'm taking the pills. I will be safe up there. I will be loved, I will be me. A free Mackenzie. I was walking when I just collapsed. What did I do wrong ? Why me ? I should have just believed everyone, I'm so ugly and fat. I want to my room and got four pieces of paper. One for Taylor, Maddie , Shawn, and Cameron. I know Cameron hurt me, but he was the one who would help me when I was hurt. The first one was to Maddie.
Dear Maddie,
"I love you so much babe. You are my sister, my 2nd life. I would never get through this without you. Bye I will be there. I promise. I love you."
Next Shawn.
Dear Shawn,
"Hayy bestfrann ! I love you. You are my brother and I will always love you. You better take care of Maddie. Don't miss me, I will be gone. You won't have to worry anymore. Goodbye Shawn I love you."
Then Cameron.
"Dear Cameron, you tried to say sorry. I'm didn't listen. I won't get to say goodbye, because I will be gone. I will be there when you find the girl, your wedding day. You hurt me. But I will always love you Cameron. Goodbye."
Finally T..Taylor.
"Dear Taylor, I don't know what I did but, I'm sorry. I don't know why I'm not good enough but, I'm sorry. I love you. Thank you. But now I'm gone and i won't be here for you to worry about. I don't under stand why you hate me so much, but maybe I do, cause now I hate me too. Goodbye I love you."
"That's it." I said to myself. I love them and I always will. I just won't be there. I will be with my sister. I go to the bathroom and look at my flaws. I'm ugly, fat, stupid, etc. I will be loved up there. I took a bottle of pills from the sink. I look at my self one more time. "Goodbye." I whispered. I put about 40 pills in my hand and was about to put them in my mouth. When I was about to I got tackled to the ground.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING !?" Someone yelled.
"LET ME DIE ! PLEASE LET ME DIE ! I WANT TO DIE !" I screamed while hitting them.
"Mackenzie, shhhh it will be alright babe." They said. I know who it was. It was Cameron.
[ Ohhh. Well I will update again tonight. She was gonna die. Read to find out what happens next. Love you ♥]
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