16 and Pregnant with twins

Chapter 10

Sorry guys I've been busy [ basketball games , homework, chruch] and I am going to be doing chapter more often now.
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It is almost time for Soph to pick me up and I am almost ready I gotta pack my towels, sunscreen , sunglasses ,an extra outfit .... Then I'll be on my way .

I packed all my stuff and texted soph she should be in in a minute or two.Just as I was about to sit on the couch , there was a knock on the door .

Hey gir- ..... I thought it was soon but someone totally different. "What do you want Jaylen ." I was very annoyed that he was here."I just wanted to say hi I miss you a lot and I just wanted to know if you would take me back. " he looked at me with sincere eyes.

"Jaylen I really don't like doing this right now with you but if you want to call me in a day or two we can meet up and talk about what you have done." His face went into a genuine smile. " That sounds great what time do you want to meet."

" I'll call you when I want to meet, even if I call you at midnight you answer or we don't meet at all." I said not as annoyed when I seen Nathan walking down street." I'll have my phone at all times just hit me up.. "" I just rolled my eyes.

Jaylen was nearly down the driveway until him and Nathan was almost at the same spot . Nathan looked and keep walking and I was proud of him for not doing extra . Nathan had made me extremely upset last night for saying ttyl on something as important to me.

"Hey" he said all smiles . I just rolled my eyes and left the door open for him too come in. "attitude much"he said a little offended. "Nathan leave me alone"i said while walking upstairs. "What i do" he asked with concern .

"Nothing" i said and locked my closed door. "Josh please what did i do"?? he asked in a sad tone . "I'm pregnant" i said really low . "Josh stop playing and open the door" he said laughing . "See you always think something a joke I'm serious" i said on the verge of tears. "Okay your right I'm sorry please open the door" he said . "No go home please"i said now in tears.

I heard he walk away. What was i thinking I'm so stupid!! I knew sleeping with Nathan was wrong. And Jaylen i don't even know . I just might get an abortion. I have to tell Jaylen first. I called him and told him to meet up with me near the lake at the park .

I changed outta my swimsuit and put on some joggers and a sweat shirt. When i walked downstairs there sat Soph. She ran over to me and i just busted into tears again. After i was done balling out my eyes i told her everything.

"Don't kill my niece or nephew "Soph said. "Why not Its doing nothing but making my life a living hell" i said with a sniffle. "Cause their innocent and you'll be a great mom" soph said with a smile. "I'll think about it, i have to go" i said getting up grabbing my keys.

I hopped in my car and sped down the road to the park. I felt so stupid for all this crap. I down to the park and parked under a tree and went to go sit on the swings. 3 minutes later I seen Jaylen walking towards me with a box of chocolates and roses.

I smiled and said thanks. "so what's going on" Jaylen asked concerned. " I'm getting an abortion" I said getting straight to the point. "No f*ckin way" he said with anger and sadness. "Yeah and I also don't know exactly if it yours or not." I said with a tear rolling down my face. Jaylen just got up and walked a way. 

I feel like a slut, but I know what to do to solve all this stupid mess. I ran to my car and speeded  back home. Once I got home I went straight to the kitchen grabbed a knife and headed to the bathroom. I ran some nice cold water( I don't know if the water supposed to be hot or cold when doing this so don't judge me ) I stepped in and just broke down . I sobbed and sobbed for 1 hour before I realized that this was the only thing left to do .

I picked up the knife and cut slut deep in my arm. I then put my arm in the water. i was just thinking and thinking and my vision started getting blurry. I soon heard a faint voice behind me. It was Nathan. ' I love yo-" I blacked out in mid sentence.

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Heyy guys I'm back and I'm not deleting this book . 800 some people has read my book and it got me feelin bad. so I will continue updating.