Gin

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I was sitting in the corner reading a book about fire style jutsu's when I heard yelling again. I heard one of my brothers yelling with  Ima about momma being lazy and uncaring. I covered my ears at this. I didn't want to heart any of it. It hurt my heart. I know momma's depressed about Daddy and honestly I feel the same way. Me and Daddy were close. I'm a Daddy's girl. I miss him. I was devastated when momma told us the news about him. I cry myself to sleep every night. It's been happening and it went stop. I have nightmares about him a lot. Usually I just wake up and stay awake. I'm quiet now a days where as I wasn't before. No one's along anymore. They used to ask why but I never said a word. Now they leave me alone. I'm sad constantly and I have no appetite anymore. I force myself to eat for momma's sake. Sometimes I'll call in bed with him when I'm sad and crying and he'll comfort me. No one knows about this though. Daddy's condition affected me and momma the most. It hurts. My heart hurts all the time. I can't stop the tears when I think so I study and read. I keep myself busy and stay by myself. I used to be a people person and loved the attention but now it's quite the opposite. I hate eyes on me and people around me. I just wish Daddy would wake up and find us.

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