poems.

feeling invisible

                    
cant you see how much I'm
hurting?
cant you see the pain im going through?
my whole life is depressing
what have i done to you.
everyone makes mistakes
and I'm a human too.
you know nothing about me
so don't pretend like you do.
and you were never here for me
since I turned two
I remember it, I really do.
that moment, everything changed.
and my life, turned strange.
when you come closer, I flinch
and when you touch me, i wince.
you don't know how much it affects me
the words you say to me
you'd never take them back
its like they're all you ever have.
them, is whom you care about
and I'm, no one to give a shit about.
you're loved, and beautiful.
while I'm hated, and awful.
i know my words wont change the way you treat me.
I'll give it a chance even if there is no maybe.