My songs

Behind the Image.

AN: This is one of my songs that I've started writing a few days ago
Just a warning, its very depressing
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People see her as just a small girl
Lost in thought of the rest of the world
Lost in the confusion, allusion, conclusion
Abusing the thought of everything being amusing

They think she's the person who's always to quiet

The person who's always smiling
A person who never even thought of hiding
A person who never even seems to be trying
To live as though shes never ever cried and

She tried to see everything throught different eyes
To see the thing she's never tried

To figure out why everything atound her always dies
The relations, nations, all of her hallucinations
The sensation, motivation, all of the celebrations

Or the thought that everything was alright
She didnt realize she was walking a fine line
Between what she thought and what was real life
Her body was on the ground
But her head was in cloud nine

She thought she was cursed, the worst, the reverse
And to one day soon be drove in a hearse
But not because she died a natrual death
But because she died of loneliness

She once told a friend all of her pain
But he just ignored it as thought she was insane
For telling him what was going on in her brain
Then she realised everything she did was in vain

It was worthless, the finess
Everthing thing she did to express
The pain that she felt
When she was by herself

She tried to make eveything so perfect
Little did she know that it wasn't worth it
According to everone else it wasn't correct
So she tried to reinspect

What she did that was
wrong
They said she just prolonged
What was going on
Was that she just didnt belong

With the rest of the cool kids
Thought they were only there because of what she did
All they did was forbid
Now her souls left to the four winds

But you dont have to worry about her now
Shes already dead
She died when she realized
No one cared what she said

She hid behind the image
Of being happy
But on the inside she broken, outspoken
And all together just crappy

She pulled her weapon to her head
And pulled tbe trigger
And laid back on her bed

But you know what she said
Before the bullet hit her brain

"I'm sorry for everything I did
God forbid that I help a kid"

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AN: sorry guys if its too depressing. Its just whats going throught my head here lately